Happy day/ not

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I still remember all of your kindness the day I met you. I thought you were weird, and "mean". But years later you became my best friend, you knew all my secrets, and all my stories. If you cried I would cry with you. We had inside jokes that made us laugh every time. I miss you so much. You knew myself better that the world.

When you moved to the city , I was so upset and cried. I cried for a person. Also I felt so alone for so long. We visited sometimes, but we both fell apart. I was depressed, really depressed. I would wake up in the middle of the night and cry for hours.

One day I finally discovered that I loved you, but you didn't love me anymore. Some months passed and............ and you left forever. I suffered so much, I didn't eat, sleep, or go to school because of you. I wouldn't let anyone into my life, not even my boyfriend, Mike. It was hard for me, it was like I was going to take my own life to be with you again. But, after some weeks I finally took a deep breath and continued with my life.

But, today is a sad day. Today's your birthday, and... I'll never forget all the fun times we had together. I miss you, and will love you forever! Even not wanting to, but I will. I would do anything to see you again. Anything!! But if I had one minute to talk to you now I would say: Dear Bean (Bella), I miss you, you will never know how much I suffered for you. I miss your voice and your hugs. You'll forever be my best friend, even if you're not here right now. But, let's not talk about this negative stuff, it's your birthday! And I'm so happy to be able to call you my friend. You might not see me as your Bestie anymore, but you'll always be mine. So today happy birthday Bean, I only wish the best for you,

Sorry... can't type anymore.

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