My Sweet Nerd | Namjin

Feeling hurt

School ends and it is time to go home already. When the bell rings the students are quick to leave the room in a hurry, even shouting in the hallways how happy they are to have finished school already meanwhile I take my time packing my belongings. I organize them one by one inside my book bag slowly not wanting to hurry off home. I don't think i will feel too good if I see Hoseok again with Namjoon acting so close with each other...I have asked myself multiple  times exactly why i felt so envious of Hoseok being with Namjoon and so far I only came up with me being jealous that Namjoon trust and likes Hoseok more than me. Ahem in another words I'm still not good on making friends and I'm envious of Hoseok because of that.

" Seokjin, please hurry everyone already left." My troubled Teacher says probably wanting to go home too after a busy day.

" Yes. Sorry Mrs. Jung." I nonchalantly say and hurry of out of the room. I did not realize how much in thought I was or how slow I was until I notice the empty hallway. Not a soul seen, not a soul heard. I feel good actually, maybe Hoseok and Namjoon left. I pull out my phone quickly from my back pocket and search up Jungkook's
name so that I can text him. 

~~xX Booklover19 // Now \\

' Kook, did you and the others go to the house? '

I sigh staring at my phone waiting for a reply. I lean on the wall because of how long he  is taking to reply. It keeps saying typing...

~~xX Køøkeh // Now \\

' Sorry idk. I'm at Taetae 's

I blush suddenly, remembering they are an item. Again who would have thought. I put the phone back in my pockets and leave the exit, probably thinking about calling a taxi when I halt at the sight of a familiar corvette.

' No way ' I had thought and started walking alone. I hear a loud beep making me flinch and the corvette that was further in the back is now next to me. I see Namjoon in the driver's seat and Hoseok also on the front, He rolls down the window and smiles at me. " Jin! What took you so long? " Hoseok smiles at me sweetly and the only thing I felt like doing was punching him. ' Oh my god Jin what are you thinking about?!! ' I yell in my head and shake those thoughts away. Dear sweet Jesus, I should start being afraid of myself.

" Sorry I'm a slow poke." I lie forming a forced smiled.

" Ah really? Hop in then!" Hoseok insist and I mentally scream. I wanted to be alone today and walk around until it becomes night. Nonetheless I obey before they think weirdly of me. I get in on the seat and steal a long glance at  Namjoon feeling my heart beat with sadness. Then Hoseok holds him by the arm.

" You hear that Honey? I told you Jinnie was okay." Hoseok smiles and I look away. I pull out a pair of black Head phones and I insert them quick on my ears and start to play soft music. No way in hell am i going to hear their lovey dovey conversations.

❅•❅•❅ 3rd pov ❅•❅•❅

Meanwhile Jin is distracting himself with music, Namjoon feels uneasy and agitated by what's going on. It had been the day that Hoseok has arrived that Jin started getting  distant towards him. He asks Hoseok for help and all that it is doing is just probably making it worse. Him and Jin just started to be friends and now it feels like it's starting to diminish. He doesn't even know what help Hoseok's plan was doing, acting like couples shouldn't be helping the situation! What Namjoon had wanted was a way to confess to Jin or even better! Make Jin fall for him and then confess. But this lovey dovey business is making things awkward and it is totally signaling Jin to back off.