Living With SHINee/You've Really Changed (Taemin FF)

Chapter 8

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2 Days After

It's been horrible. It's like I can't even see the world with happiness, all I see is darkness, fear, hatred. I really wish it would end. The dream, but it's not a dream - It's reality. And I hate it. I don't know what to do - It's like having known you love somebody but they hate you, but worse. I can't even look at the wall without screaming. I can't even beat Level 1 in Darth Vader's Return. I really just don't know what to do! I can't talk, it's all horrifying.

I haven't left my room at all and I only have junk food and soda which I secretly hide in my closet (Don't call me weird, you probably do it too. No? Whatever!) While sipping Cream Soda (seriously try it - best thing ever!) and eating Lays: Sour Cream & Onion Chips, I stared out the window. Why me? Suddenly I hear the door open and it's Taemin.

'What do you want?'

'Nothing, but uhh... I have more soda and chips for you.'

'Kay. Thanks, bye!'

'Please, Tell me. Now.'

I gulped, why is he asking?

'I, had great parents and they taught, raised and cared for me well. I remember one time they let me go to the fair and I got teased because I fell. And mommy got mad at the girl and took care of my scraped knee and kissed it. And then... They' I gulped. 'They... Went on the trip and...' I felt the tears.

'Oh, that's uh, sad.'

'Well, what about you? Do you have any stories?'

'Um, my parents were caring at first, but then.. My mom died and my dad started drinking and became a theif, thug and rapist and yeah. He would always hurt me and I didn't know what to do, until this one time, he got some loansharks after him, so he passed the debt to me, but I refused and ran away. I was hopeless, until I looked through a window and saw a happy family with the most beautiful girl - you. It made me think if I would try, I would be happy like that, and here I am.'