You're the one who hurt me. [BOOK 2]

Chapter 5

Sorry for the long wait! I've been really busy and I'm also on the process of writing another book based on a rp I did. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!

It's been a few days since I read that letter, and I kept repeating a few parts in my head.

'You know I'm sorry. I just wanted to help you get better.' These words were stuck while the others were a mess; running all around only to get me even more mixed up.

I indeed did get better while I was in coma. I kinda had this discussion with myself and made a deal with the voices to leave me alone.

They listened. I don't hear them like I used to. Now they are quieter and they are my friends, not my enemies like then.

I wonder what Bill is doing right now. Is he mourning my loss? Is he regretting what he did? Probably but that's besides the point. I know that he is regretting it. He wrote it in the letter. 'If I could go back in time, I would never have possessed your body when you were twelve. Maybe you wouldn't be like this.'

He ruined my life, I'm an outcast with a bitch as a sister. She doesn't care about me, which just made me remember we didn't talk since last time we saw each other, which meant 6 months ago when she slapped me.

Why does she have to be like this? Right now I need some kind of moral help and not only from the voices in my head.

It hurts to admit, but right now I'd be needing Bill. He made me feel alive and happy. Even though he was not the one he pretended to be, he still is the only one who showed me love and respect for the past years.

Maybe I should call him.... No, Dipper you are mad at him. He took control of your body once again and played a role just to get close to you.

"AHHH I hate you..." I talked to myself while I cut an apple. I was hungry and that's all I had because I didn't want to do the groceries.

       I couldn't bare the people looking at me as if I did something wrong all the time. With Bill, I could support it. He was there with me. I wasn't that much of a weirdo with him.

       I heard the doorbell and I was surprised. I knew it wasn't Bill, he stopped doing that like a few days ago but he did still come everyday to give me a flower. Every time that one died, it was replaced.

I took my plate with my apple slices and went to the front door. I opened the door and looked confused.

"Dipper Pines?" A mailman asked as he held a package. "Um yes?" I asked, unsure what it would be. "There something for you from Bill." He said and I really wondered if he knew Bill.

I was surprised but I took package he handed him and he disappeared. "Oh that's why." I sighed as I realized he was sent by Bill himself.

The package was average. Not big, not small but a bit heavy. 'Be careful...' A voice whispered and I nodded even though I knew it was useless.

       I opened the package and I was greeted by a letter and a flacon that contained a yellow liquid in it. I took the letter first.

       'Dear Dipper,
I know it's hard for you so I've decided to do you a favour. If you want to forget me forever, you can. Just drink that before you go to sleep and you won't even remember who I am, every trace of my existence to you will disappear. I'm sorry for everything so I figured I could at least help you get away from a burden like me. It's not a trick or anything I promise. Please, if you could let me explain myself just before you drink it, I would feel so much better.

With love,
Bill.'

I was shook, I mean he sends me a package with a potion to forget him. A few weeks ago I would have took it right away, but now... I don't know.

I know he is trying but... But I really don't know how to feel about this.