Julie and I enter the house and sit down at the kitchen table while Dan gets breakfast ready. "Is pancakes OK with you girls?" Dan asks.
"That would be great thanks Dan" I say cheerful. "Umm, Dan is it OK if Julie and i go to my room. I have to pack the rest of my bags" I ask.
"Sure but I need to talk to you later" Dan says seriously. Fucking great! Julie and I walk to my bedroom, Julie goes and sits on my bed while I lock my door. I turn around and burst into tears.
"Bub what's wrong" Julie's says racing over wrapping her arms around me. Her hug is warm and loving.
She grapes my chin and lifts it so our eyes meet. I look deeply into her beautiful blue eyes. She wipes my tears with her finger and moves her hand to the side of my face. She pulls me towards her, our lips meet. She moves her hand to the back of my neck. I feel like I'm going to die I don't want to lose her.
Her grip on the back of my neck tightens as the kiss becomes deeper. I don't want this to end its like dying and being reborn again, like fireworks exposing. I pull away tears in my eyes.
"I don't want to lose you" I say tears now flooding my eyes. "I'm scared that if I leave I'll never see you again"
"You won't lose me I promise" Julie reassures me.
"Promise" I say.
"Promise".
I wipe my eyes, "I better pack the rest of my stuff" She smiles grabbing my bags placing them in my bed.
"Let's do this."
After packing Julie, Dan and I eat banana pancakes and talk. To be honest it was really lame I rather be gaming with Julie.
Not long after breakfast Julie leaves feeling me with sadness I'm losing her. "Love you babe I'm going to miss you" I say lovingly.
"I'm going to miss you too, I'll write and call you I promise. Love you" Julie says kissing me quickly but sweetly on the lips. Julie turns and walks down the street. I turn to Dan and press my head into his chest.
"Its going to be ok Amy you'll see her soon, i promise" Dan says comforting me.
"I hope so" I say looking into the distance.
We get in the silver four wheeled drive, back out of the drive way and speed off down the street. The car is silent in till Dan makes conversation.
"So Julie seems nice. How long have you to been together?" Dan asks
"Six mouths" I say quietly.
"That's a while, so how long have you been gay?" Dan asks. I knew this was coming.
"Since I could remember" I answer.
"Really then why date all those guys that got you in trouble?" Dan questions.
"Maybe because I didn't want to be disappointment. Dad disowned Katie when he found out see was gay and what did she do go kill herself. She was the best sister I could ask for and he took that away from me. First he gets mum on drugs that she dies from a overdoes then he bullies Max to the point of him running way then he kills Katie" I yell.
"It wasn't all dad doing that Katie died she had problems she needed help and didn't get help. That's why I'm getting you help" Dan explains.
"You told me my doctors wanted me to go" I bark.
"I'm sorry I lied I didn't want to lose you not like mum, not like Max and Katie. You have similar problems than Katie and I don't want you to lose you too" he says tearing up.
Dan pulls over so we can talk, I'm so angry at this point I'm like a ragging ready to charge.
"YOU SELFISH MOTHER FUCKER! YOUR MAKING ME MOVE AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, MY GIRLFRIEND JUST SO YOU DON'T LOSE ME! WELL GUESS WHAT YOU JUST DID!" I scream.
I open that car door, get out and slam it. I walk around to the back of the silver car open up the boot, grab my bags and start to walk down the street.
"Wait Amy" Dan cries. I start to run down the dirt road as fast as I can. when I run and run and run like bullet. As I grow tired I stop and wait to see if there's any cars. I look to my right and see a pink car followed by Dan's car I panic and make a thumbs up sigh and point it side ways. The pink car slows down and stops in front of me I walk up to the car.
"Can you take me to River Stone?" I ask.
"Sure hop in" a large man says with a black hoodie and messy brown hair. He looks off but I have to get ass far as possible to Dan. The car speeds off towards River Stone. We drive for about a hour I can no longer see Dan's car which feels my body with relieve. But what happens next I would never expect.
