MYSELF

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Jimin's POV

My three year boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook just broke up with me. He cheated on me with someone. He said that he cheated on me when he was going back to Busan. I found out that he fell in love with his childhood bestfriend, Kim Jiyoo. I met her once and she was perfect I must say. Skinny, beautiful, funny, kind and perfection. Everything that Jungkook wanted. I could never compete with her. Im just ugly, fat, short, trying to act tough and hides my true identity. I try to act tough since Jungkook likes tough manly guys. Unlike me.

I look like a 12 year old boy trying to act like a big kid. I decided I will change. I am tired of wearing this mask of masculinity. I should just be myself. So I threw all of my old clothes and bought new ones. That fit my style. The cuddly type of shota boy. I bought tons of sweater and shorts. I even decided to dye my hair pink. Tommorow is gonna be a new day.

TIME SKIP

Today I decided to wear a blue and white striped shirt, a pastel blue sweater jacket, a pair of blue denim shorts and a pair of baby blue converse high. I hope people wont start bullying me when they see me.

I walked into the school and everyone was just staring at me weird some stare in aww

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I walked into the school and everyone was just staring at me weird some stare in aww. I heared people whispering stuff like. "Is that Jimin? The one who wears all black right?" "Yea now he wears this. Not that have any to complain. He looks cute actually. Like a fluffy teddy bear." The girls whispered. I just smiled at them and they smiled back.

As I got to my locker, I saw Jungkook standing there with his new girlfriend. He does look happy. I just ignored him hoped that he doesnt notice me as I get to my locker. But fate was cruel and he noticed me. "Jimin? Is that you?" He asked. I was silent and didnt look at him. But eventually I looked at him and said "Yes, I am Jimin but who are you?" I asked. I pretended to not remember him. He looks at me shock. "Dont you remember me?" He asked back. "No, I dont know you at all. Im sorry. But such a beautiful girlfriend you have there." I said as I took out my books and went to class. Leaving a Jungkook shocked.

Now Jungkook is out of the way, I should make new friends. Be more nice and open.

TIME SKIP

Just after a few days, I already have many friends. But now I have a squad we are called BTS. It consists of me, my BFF Taehyung, Yoongi hyung, Hoseok hyung, Jin Hyung and Namjoon hyung. They are really caring towards me. Plus I have more fun than usual. Ever since I show my true self I seem to be happier. Though... I still cant get him out of my mind.

TIME SKIP

It was a normal day until Yoongi Hyung confessed to me. It was fucking nuts I cant believe he likes me. Jungkook heard my conversation with Yoongi hyung and he stormed off. Then I left my friends to go to the library. Jeon Jungkook fucking slammed me and pinned me to the wall.

"What The Hell Jeon!" I yelled.
"I wanted you to suffer. I thought if I leave you. You would come back to me like always! What Happened to The Park Jimin." He yelled at me.
"You think Im a stupid little kid Jeon. The old Park Jimin is gone. Its just a mask! This is who I really am and if you paid attention to me while we were dating! You would have noticed!" I yelled at him.
Then Jungkook burst into tears. He let go of me before he collasped on the floor crying.

I was shock so I got beside him and hugged him. He was crying so hard that my shirt was basically drenched with it. I hugged him tighter. Then he started to calm down. He finally said something "Im sorry Jimin. I dated Jiyoo and broke up with you just thinking you come back to me like always. But you really did left me. I was devastated. Im sorry. Its all my fault. Mianhae..." His voice was very slow. Like a whisper but I managed to caught ever single word he said..

"Its okay, Jungkook. Just act nice to me okay?" I said. "Can I please get back with you?" He asked hesitantly. "Im sorry, Jungkook. But I cant be with you for now. The pain in my heart is still fresh. I forgive you but it will take alot more to make me your boyfriend. You need to show me youre worthy of it. Will you do it Jeon Jungkook?" I asked. He smiled before saying

"Hell Yeah, I Will!"

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A/N:
Can I please have you attetion?! Well I recently got hell bored. I was thinking should I make a sequel to this? A part 2? If you do. Just so you know it might take longer that you expect.

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