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[August 2, 2018. EXO University. 8:43 AM.]

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huh, am i really that pathetic?

crushing on someone i can't have?

aish.

might as well kill myself.

아, 씨발. . .

what am i going to do to be honest.

well, i could just confess--

huh, confess to a person that already has someone.

pathetic. . .

uh? hey, i'm do kyungsoo and i'm in love with someone i can never have.

his name is chanyeol, park chanyeol. the thing is, he has a boyfriend.

byun baekhyun, aish that bitc-.

but hey, atleast i have my bestfriend, momo.

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the petite boy wandered around the halls, he sees his best friend struggling fitting her notes and books in her bag, being a good friend that he is, he helped her carry a rather large book that she was trying to fit, he didn't mind carrying the book, it's a good exercise actually, silently chuckling to himself. she greeted him, she told kyungsoo that she's so ready to begin class, smiling widely like a kid who had just gotten her candy. walking to their classroom, kyungsoo began reminiscing the past, he remembered those times from when she would help him with his assignments, the time when she helped him with his bully, and eventually to the time when they first met.

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she's just the greatest.

we've been best friends since elementary.

when we met, i instantly knew that i'm not going to be alone this school year.

we met when i was just sitting silently eating my lunch but. . .

someone decided to bully me, and that is baekhyun.

he called me names, embarrassed me in front of chanyeol.

saying that i'm weak, disgusting, a nobody and poor.

but what can i do, he's rich, famous and loved by everyone. including him, chanyeol.

momo fought baekhyun, saying that he's the pathetic one, and that he shouldn't be bullying someone just because he made a policy where all rich students should bully the poor ones. yes, he literally made that as a policy, a school policy. he stood there frozen in shock, chanyeol held back a laugh and tried not to show it to baekhyun realizing that he had been defeated, embaressed baekhyun glared at me and left without a word. momo sat by my side, rubbing circles on my back and said that it's okay. she taught me how to be strong, to be brave, and to not be weak and pathetic like baekhyun said.

i'm nothing like that anymore, the past is in the past.

but thinking that he embarassed me infront of him, just makes me-- i don't know, it's just--

aish.

i'm so weak, for him.

i just wish that i can be baekhyun, you know? just for just one day, being with chanyeol, being famous--

ah, one can dream.

oh-- it's almost class time already.

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walking past some awfully familiar students and teachers. kyungsoo stumbled his way through the messy classroom. that's when he almost forgot that both baekhyun and chanyeol are also his classmates. great.

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crap, they're right there. doing some couple things-- i don't know.

ugh, what am i supposed to do now.

well, i could talk to momo, but she seems rather busy at the moment, still studying for that silly english test that we're going to have.

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scampering throughout the classroom, still finding someone to talk to or atleast something to do. a voice, a very familiar voice disturbs kyungsoo from what he's going to do.

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'hey'

that deep, honey-coated voice that i ought to hear everyday.

it's him.

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