Sound of Music

The Beginning

"I’m pregnant" I said crying to him.

"Your what?" he asked. Halatang nagulat siya sa sinabi ko.

"I’m pregnant Liam and you’re the father."

"No. No. No. It can’t be." sabi niya at umiiling pa.

"Why?! You love me right? You said that you will make me feel your love. And you love me forever and always so how come that it can’t be? Can you explain it? Kasi nabobobo ako sa 4 words mong sinabi 6 pala kasi inulit mo pa yung NO!" nag uumpisa na akong kabahan. Parang ayoko na marinig ang susunod niyang sasabihin.

"Because it was all a lie! It was just because of the f*cking bet okay? And that night we’re drunk! I thought you were Ellise." f*ck! Sana pala di ko na tinanong kasi it was obvious na di niya to ginusto. Sa pagsabi pa lang niya ng NO na inulit pa niya ng 2 beses di ko pa na gets yun.

"King! Please don’t leave me! You said that you love me forever and always." sh*t! Bakit ba hindi ko naisip yung f*cking ’forever and always’ na sinabi sa akin ni Liam ay kaparehas ng sinabi niya sa akin. Ang tanga mo Sunny! Naturingan kang scholar pag dating sa lalaki failed ka!

"Kaya kong panagutan yang bata. Pero ang tumayong ama hindi. Di pa ako handa. At isa pa hindi ikaw si Ellise!" nakalimutan kong andito pa pala tong hayop na to.

"Oo hindi talaga ako si Ellise! Kasi alam mo bakit ha? Dali tanungin mo ako!"

Nagtatataka siya pero tinanong pa din niya ako. "Bakit?"

"Kasi kahit kailan di ako maiinlove sa taong kaparehas ng tatay ko! Ginamit lang din kita para sumikat ako at ngayon sikat na ako buntis pa salamat dito ha! Pasalamat ka gwapo ka at di magiging panget tong anak ko! Di ko kailangan yang sustento mo! Isaksak mo sa baga mo yan at isama mo pa sa hukay mo!" tumalikod na ako. Ha! Kala niya ha!

Nang makalayo na ako sa kanya saka ako umiyak. Ayokong magpakitang mahina sa harap niya dahil pag nagpakita ako ng kahinaan lalo niya akong mamaliitin. Ordinaryong mortal lang ako while he is a golden boy. Ayokong sabihin niya na nagpabuntis ako sa kanya para lang yumaman. Kaya nga hindi ko tinanggap yung sustento niya. Bakit sa tingin niya ba ginusto ko to? Nagmahal lang naman ako e. Eto pa na pala ko.

"Mom what is love?" I asked her.

She laughed. "Why Sunny baby? You’re only 7 years old. Don’t tell me you already have a puppy love?"

"Mom! King is my only one! Alice ask me this a while ago and I just said to her that I don’t know." I said while stomping my feet.

"Okay come here" she held my hand and make me sit to her lap. "Love is inevitable"

"Inevitable? What does it mean mom?"

She chuckled. "Inevitable means di mo siya maiiwasan."

"Bakit mom? Pwede naman po yun ah! Ang gulo nga po pwede mong iwasan e."

She’s stroking my hair. "No baby.Di mo mapipigilan pag puso mo na ang nag dikta."

I looked at her confuse. "Mom di ko po talaga maintindihan."

She patted my head. "You will understand this when your heart have chosen the one."

But he is not the one. Yeah mom knows best. Love is inevitable she’s right. I thought I can fight this feeling. Because from the start I did know that we can’t have the happy ending that the every girl dream of. But Mr. Cupid is too stubborn and he destroyed my shield. So here I am.

I’m a Sunny Baudelaire. My mom believed that my name has a magic that I will always have a bright days just like my name but I think the magic is gone for a very long time. I’m 17 years old when I got pregnant. A soon to be a single mom.

AN:

Whatcha think? Yay! First story. Give me some motivation to continue this story guys! xoxo