First off, I love you
with ever living and dead depth of my soul
I love you so much to the point where I have lost control over my feelings and unsaid words to protect myself from this lonely ass world. I love very much Zaria. I love you past my got damn self esteem. past the things people have said I should have accepted a long time ago.
your grace and love for me is so fucking amazing.
I was never an expert in relationships. I don't ever plan to be.
But I do have plans to be with you for the rst my life. For the rest of the time I breath. You have given me something to be optimistic about.
I'll have to admit...when you explain to me otherwise when I tell you i have self doubt about the words you say. Four play to make our pussy's wet is not worth the truth you claim to fucking say. How will i never know if your words are the very thing I need to listen to. Right now all I have is your words. After many talks and arguments, I found out we both want to be heard by the simplist of things. maybe its true that woman are very fucking complicated
but complications can be addressed. I enjoy making your beautiful black pussy wet. i enjot the times we shared. i enjoy overcoming the pain by the advice you give me...i love the everything that you share.
I'm scared Fuck ego. Fuck pride. Because I know if I die, I will search for you in the stars to find you again, and again and again.
you're not an addiction. you're not a problem. you're not some one night stand that i call just casually have a conversation about and move on. you're my girlfriend, My queen. and i hope to make you my wife one day. i will work my ass off to make that shit a fucking reality.
you just have to walk with me through this journey. i love baby.
