METANOIA - HYUNGWON (Monsta X Kidnap fanfic)

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Monsta x were waiting at the hotel room while the police was going where Hyungwon was held hostage. On the one hand they were happy that they were going to see their friend but on the other they were aware that Hyungwon would be badly traumatized by everything. They didn't want to imagine what their friend went through these 6 months. "Are we ever going to be like before" Kihyun asked lying on his bed. "We will, Hyungwon will be here soon and we are going to be like before but a little more careful" Shownu tried to calm the younger. "Is everything really over?" Minhyuk wondered.

"Until Hyungwon is here nothing is over" Wonho answered. "We have never been separated for so long since our debut" Kihyun said with a sad smile on his face while he was sitting on IM's lap. "True, only for visiting our parents and that lasts only for some weeks" Minhyuk smile and weeped the tears of his face.

Flashbacks:

1) After the 2nd mission

Hyungwon had won the 1st survival mission even though he had to feel happy and proud he didn't, his mind told him that he didn't deserve to win Wonho tried so much, he made the choreography, he picked the song while he did nothing. When they got to the dorm Wonho didn't seem to have any problem with this. Hyungwon approached him in when no one was in the room. He sat next to him and pulled his legs into a hug.

"Hyung I am sorry" Wonho looked at him with a 'WTF' expression "I didn't deserve to win you worked so hard" Wonho immediately understood the problem and hugged the younger.

"Don't think about that you tried your best and you deserved it" he whispered rubbing circles in the guys back. "But no one thought that I would win" the visual said looking down.

"So what, the artists know better and you deserved it and I am not mad there is no reason to worry" Wonho said and smiled and the younger gave him a small smile as well. "Thanks"

2) Before the final episode of "no mercy"

IM went into his bedroom while all the members were in the kitchen, he was happy that most of them had accepted him. When he went into the room, he came across the one person that didn't want him in the final group. Hyungwon was crying making IM feel awkward. "Hyung are you okay?" the younger asked in concern.

"LEAVE NOW, DON'T LOOK AT ME" "But you are sad, I want to help" the younger said trying to approach Hyungwon "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE" Hyungwon pushed IM away hardly causing the younger to fall on the floor, the younger felt bad about the eldest words, he knew that he would never get accepted by the member completely, a tear streamed down his face but he hide it, he didn't want the male to see him feeling sad so he headed out of the room.

"No please stay..... I am sorry" he said before IM was able to open the door. "I am sorry, please sit with me" IM approached the male and sat next to him in bed and Hyungwon hugged him, "Did it hurt?" IM said no even though his back hurt somehow, IM felt so sad he had tears streaming down his face when Hyungwon noticed he wiped the tears off his face.

"I am really sorry for everything, I shouldn't be that bad to you, you did nothing wrong and you deserve to be here.... more than I do" Hyungwon said to the crying male.

"Please don't say that you are so talented and I just ruined it for all of you guys" the younger's voice cracked. "No wonder why you guys hate me, I would hate me too".

"Don't say that again, we don't hate you we just needed time, please don't give up trying let's make it to the team together" Hyungwon gave the younger a calming smile "Let's debut together" IM said giving Hyungwon a smile followed by a tight hug.

3) Some weeks before the debut

The last few days Hyungwon was receiving so much hate about his visuals. People were calling him ugly and he couldn't take it anymore, he announced the members that he didn't want to be called the visual any more.

He was at the room crying like hell all the members sat next to him. "Hyungwon stop saying this, they are just haters, they just want to make the group feel bad" Jooheon shouted pissed of from seeing his hyung like that. "No they hate me, only me and I make the group seem bad" he cried out. Kihyun hugged the youngest softly "Hyungwon you give so much attention to haters and that can destroy you, please be yourself, love yourself that's the only way they will understand how great you are" Kihyun said with a calming voice. "Why am I even here? You guys have so much talent and then their is me the fake visual of the group" Hyungwon said.

"That's wrong and you know it...." Minhyuk was getting mad of what the younger said "You must be more confident Hyungwon, you are handsome and talented as well and let them think whatever they want" he said and joined the hug.

"We became a group for a reason Hyungwon, if you were untalented, you wouldn't be here you won this with your own sword" Shownu petted the young boy's head. "You tried as much as we did, right?" Hyungwon nodded and gave IM a smile.

"I have an idea that will make you feel better" Wonho said taking the member in his embrace "do you want to watch a movie at the cough until we fall asleep" all the members agreed in Wonho's suggestion without caring about their schedule.

They ended up watching a comedy, Hyungwon slept at the leaders hug at the middle of the movie and until the movie ended everyone was asleep. At the morning Kihyun had made tasty food for all the members to enjoy before their big schedule started.

4) Some weeks after the debut

Hyungwon was alone in the practice room when the manager came in "Trying to get better?" he asked scaring the member who hadn't realized the guy behind him. "Oh hyung you are here" he smiled "I have to get better thus I can keep up with the others" the manager stayed with a serious expression on his face, he never seemed to like Hyungwon that much. He approached the member and grabbed the younger's hand tightly.

"What the..." "SHUT UP" he yelled while the member was trying to escape his grip.

"Hyung it.... it hurts stop" the younger cried out as his hand felt like breaking. "If you can't get better just leave.... no one needs a useless member in it's team especially if you cause me trouble" the member was ready to shout but the manager gagged him with his hand. "Shut up, no one will learn about this..... or else" before the manager got to finish what he was saying Jooheon got into the room.

"What's going on here?" he asked "We were having a conversation right kid" he said looking at Hyungwon who nodded.

"Ah okay, Hyungwon we are going with others to eat come on" Jooheon smiled "Ah okay I am coming" he said and followed the younger member.

During the whole meal he was scared of what happened back to the studio with the manager had never happened again. Did he really hate him? What was he capable of?

To be continued....

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