Smile

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Everyone has those doubts. You just gotta smile through it. Repeat it to yourself. "No one cares so don't bother" that's what I do. Maybe it isn't the right thing but there's nothing else to do. Crying doesn't help at all. It never does. Dear Evan Hansen songs help though. Singing helps. Working on projects at school helps. I thought I found someone to talk to about my crap but apparently not!!!! So smile. Smile forever. Don't ever stop. Then they won't ask questions. They have already started,don't let it continue. There's so much more to you then this empty heart! Is there? I miss him. I miss her too. I miss all of them. I can't believe what I did. I can't believe what they all did. They say they care yet shit happens. That's life. So smile. Smile until your face hurts. "I can curl up and hide in my room. There in my bed still sobbing tomorrow. I could give in to all of the gloom. But tell me, tell me what for. Why should I have a heavy heart? Why should I start to break in pieces? Why should I go and fall apart for you? Why should I play the grieving girl and Lie saying that I miss you And that my world has gone dark without your light..."

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