Could it be something? (Scomiche fanfic)

The Start

We've always been friends. Scott and I, I mean.

I almost can't remember what life was like without him, he's my best mate and always have been. I even had a crush on him when we first met but it lasted only.. actually I don't remember for it to last.

Anyways I try not to think about it too much, I feel like avoiding my feelings will just make them go away. They actually never do, I often feel that bitterness mixed with joy when I'm around him. Having feelings for my best friend makes me feel pathetic though, so I don't think about it. We could say I keep myself busy with other guys.

For instance, we were in a club last night and Scott got all distracted by a quite short guy that was shaking his butt around the dance floor, so I ended up hooking up with the beardy shy barista. This is how it goes, you know. Not complaining about it but lately I feel like I'm reaching the breaking point.

I so need to talk to someone. But who? And then the answer pops into my mind.

Avi.