Again

It was the middle of the school year. I had only A's and a B+. I didn't really have friends in fifth hour other than Rosie. We mostly talked and joke around pushing each other and racing to lunch. Thursday we had to stay after school and so did the kid I have have a huge crush on. I almost died! We hung out doing home work but eventually got bored so we were going to go to my house to hang out. Blake asked if he could go with. I froze up like no tomorrow. So Rosie screamed,"YES!" We all started to walk and talk about school stuff. I was so nervous in my lala land because what if he thinks my house is messy and horible? Rosie said to me," Isn't that right Samantha?" I just agreed because I had no clue what they were talking about. Then I realized we were only a couple houses from mine and I forgot to ask if Blake and Rosie can hang out. So when we walked in the door I ran up stairs to ask quietly. I whispered,"Can my friends Blake and Rosie hang out in the back yard or something?" My parents said yah then asked me if Blake was the kid I like in a loud whisper. I whispered,"Yah,don't say anything okay!" So we went outside and Blake suggested to jump on the trampoline. So we got on and jumped super high then I felt my feet slip from under me. I was so scared I knew I wouldn't land anywhere near the trampoline. Blake jumped off and next thing I knew I was in Blake's arms hugging him tight. I cried,"Thank you, you saved my life!"

He smoothly said,"Anytime you need me just say so.... and I was wondering if maybe you are free Saturday night?" I was so excited! I didn't know if this was a date or just as friends though, I calmly said,"Sure" anyway. It was Friday afternoon and Blake said just to meet him at the bowling place in town at 6:00pm. When I went to bed that night all I could think about was him. His blue/green eyes, his light brown hair, and his smile. When I woke up I could hear birds singing and the sun rising was beautiful. Then I thought I should get dressed and I didn't find anything nice so I went shopping. I found nice jeans and a decent shirt, then went home and put it on. I decided to leave a little early and told my mom. She said she will tell my dad I went to study for a test monday... he hates when I go out with guys. It was around 5:30 so I decided to leave. I stayed in my truck listening to music and jamming out. When I went in I seen him, but he was with a girl! I was so mad because he was kissing her and rubbing her butt! It was a girl from school named Jenny. I hated her so much. I hope he maybe just forgot about our date by accident. The next day at school I knew he didn't forget he was hanging out with Jenny laughing and kissing. I walked past he tapped my shoulder and giggled,"I waited up for you did you forget silly?" I ignored him and walked away. He asked in a flirting way,"Is something wrong, babe?" All I was thinking why does he have the nerve to call me babe. I freaked,"YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME BABE AFTER I SEE YOU MAKING OUT WITH JENNY?!?!" He stood still acting innocent. He grabed my hand and asked me,"Do you know the feeling when your crush asks you out and you forget everything and just say yes?" "I did, but the... nevermind you wouldn't understand, men are always the same!!" I screamed in his face. I seen Rosie in the hall, she stoped me and said,"I'm sorry, we should have never hung out with him." I really didn't care anymore! I hate him and always will, but all I said to Rosie was,"It is fine, it isn't your fault." When came seventh hour we all got a new seating arrangement. I was sat next to a guy I don't prefer. I guess after we were situated he started to talk to me. I thought he was annoying. We talk a lot now and I have forgot about Blake. I forgot him because I think I like Jayden more. He is sweet and always is nice to me. One day out of the blue he passed me a note asking me out. It was a note saying wanna go out some time? Then it had YES and NO the circle one on the bottom. I circled yes and gave him my number on the bottom. I waited till the bell rang to give it to him so nobody could see. Later that day my phone buzzed in my pocket. The text read, hey, it's Jayden would you like to go out friday? I texted back saying sure, is 3:00pm okay? He texted back saying he will pick me up, so I gave him my address and said I will see him then. Friday morning at school it seemed to me all I could think about was him and I seen him a lot in the halls. During seventh hour it looked like he was going to lean in and kiss me, but then the teacher started talking. After seventh hour was over and I was almost out the door and I thought I heard Jayden's voice. By the time I turned around somebody was kissing me. I thought it was like a prince kissing a princess dream. When I opened my eyes Jayden looked at me in a sad way and said,"How could you I asked you out and I really liked you!" Then I figured out the guy that kissed me was Blake. I was even more mad at him! His kiss though, it was amazing. I apologized to Jayden, telling him I didn't know it would happen. We still went on our date that night, I was glad too. He picked me up in a nice, dark blue Mustang. We went to the movies and seen the movie Non-Stop. After the movie was over and the lights went on, no surprise, Blake was there, with another chick! Paggie was that other woman! She has been flirting with him all year! I was done with him for sure! All of a sudden Jayden pulled me in and kissed me. He pulled away in embarrassment. "Sorry, I... I don't know what got into me," he said nervously. I didn't say a word, I knew he was the guy of my dreams. I pulled him in and we kissed for awhile. All I heard was a deep scream. I knew it was Blake being jealous. I laughed and we walked out. Jayden drove me home and when I got there and Rosie was there. She slept over and we had a blast. Shooting bb guns and having a bon fire. In the morning she went home. Then Blake pulled up in his truck. Ugh, I was not in the mood to talk to him! He came up and apologized. We hung out till dark swimming in lakes and dirt biking. It was so much fun. When he droped me back off at home he kissed me good night. I didn't mind, I thought it was sweet. When I went inside my mom sat me down and said,"Sweetheart, your dad... died in a car crash." My heart stoped beating. I didn't think it was possible for him, he is so strong and my hero. Then she held me saying we will move near grandma. I couldn't believe it, we are moving.... TO NEBRASKA!!! The first person I called was Rosie. I told her and she came right over. We huged about one thousand times that night. We both cried a while and ate ice cream and Mc Donald's meals.