A Dream that Once would come true

I saw him. My heart beat faster. I lit up. But I saw him look the other way. And he lit up. He saw my best friend and took her in his arms. I stopped in my tracks. My heart dropped. I felt a weight push onto my chest. Suffocating me. I cant breathe. I need to run away. Run away before they see me. See my reaction towards them. I run to the bathroom and burst into tears. I can't stop them. I hear someone coming towards the bathroom. I quickly try to wipe my tears. She enters. My best friend. She knew I loved him.I always did. But I always denied it whenever she brought it up. She looked happy and I knew it would never be me. He would never pick me. She looked at me concernedly. "Are you okay?" she asked. "I'm fine", I said and smiled at her reassuringly. She smiled back convinced and on our way out she told me how she got together with him. I tried to smile and seem engaged in the conversation but I just wanted to run away and lock myself in a room alone. We walked up to our friends and she walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled at her the way I imagined he would at me. I looked away. My heart breaking.