Was it real or all in my head?

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Y/n pov
Honestly I don't even know how I feel anymore towards Dinah she'll show me she's interested one day but the next she's all over her boyfriend who not only cheats on her but disrespects her and she clearly knows it she just doesn't leave him, I hate how she can get In head so quickly and it hurts thinking about her
"Y/n you need to get over her she clearly won't leave Anthony" my best friend Lauren told me
"Ughh I know you're right but there's days where she shows she's into me but ughh I just don't know anymore laur" I gave Lauren a sad smile then I looked over to where Dinah and Anthony were at and once again they are making out, how gross everytime I remember those words "I like you" and when I remember my heart breaks even more.
~flashback~
*at a party
Y/n pov
I decided today was the day to confess my feelings for Dinah "should I do it now ?" I asked Lauren
"It's now or never y/n" i took a deep breath and out damn I was really gonna do this, I saw dinah by herself I went over to her
"Hey Dinah can i talk to you for a sec?"
"Yes ofc y/n" lemme tell you this I was scared outta my mind because me and Dinah are close friends and I didn't want our friendship to be ruined by my silly little crush I've had on her for 2 years
"Whats up?" Dinah asked
"Umm well I don't know how to tell you this but umm I umm I like you and I have liked you for about 2 years now and I understand if you don't feel the same way but i couldn't hold it anymore" Dinah just looked at me with surprise honestly I was scared outta my mind my heart was doing flips and I swear she could hear it.
"Y/n i like you too I have for a while now and I didn't tell you because well I didn't know if you liked girls or not" I just smiled and hugged her the rest of the party we were holding hands and dancing all night long.
~1 month later~
I felt like Dinah didn't feel the same anymore and I was questioning it ever since she met Anthony after she met Anthony she didn't talk to me the same, she didn't hold my hand the same, she didn't text me the same everything changed once he came into her life but I didn't say anything to her because me and Dinah weren't officially together nor talking we just continuously flirted with each other so I decided to let her be happy and let go
~back to the present~
Ever since the day I decided to let Dinah go I've felt more free I question if what she told me was real or she was just messing with me, me and Dinah are still friends we talk still and goof around like we would but she's always all over me and super clingy and it makes me wonder if she's still into me, but then the next day I see her with Anthony making out and her being all over him.
Dinah is so confusing.
Dinah's pov
Im not happy anymore I miss y/n so much i know me and her still talk like friends and goof around but I miss me and her I miss us so badly honestly I did grow feelings for Anthony when I met him, but now it's not the same, I know he cheats on me and he disrespects me but I'm scared because well my parents don't know I'm bi and I'm scared they won't accept me so I stay with Anthony.
I saw y/n walking down the hall at school talking with her friends and how beautiful she's looking today I just wish I could go up to her and kiss her but I fucked up, most of the time I just walk past her.
"Why you getting mad y'all ain't even together" said one of y/n friends to me I Just looked at her like damn you right because why would I get mad that y/n was talking about another girl when I'm with Anthony so I just left and stayed quiet the rest of the day I decided to just stop trying and just stay with Anthony.

A/N: hii guys sorry if this sucked ass I'm just coming back to this since a long break high school is hard but anyways part 2 ?!?!

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