Bullied (Jake Paul)

Leaving

Jakes P.O.V
I woke up sore all over. I can't believe he did it again. I had a quick shower and got dressed into a long sleeved t-shirt and some jeans. I looked out and my dad wasn't there so I ran into Logan's room. He was in the shower so I sat on his bed and waited for him to come out. He came out dressed and asked if I was ready to leave. I nodded and handed him an envelope with all the money I had inside. I only had $239 but it was better than nothing. Logan asked how I got I just told him I will tell him later. He said ok and handed it back and said you keep it I will tell you if I need it. I nodded and said thanks.
We ran to our treehouse and got all our bags out. Logan left a note saying that he was going to his friends for a few weeks and to ring him if he needed anything. I just wrote on a piece of paper gone to mums. I didn't own a phone because my family doesn't like me. Logan ordered a taxi to a hotel near school. We got to the hotel and ordered a nights stay in the hotel. We went to our room and it was really crap but at least my parents weren't here. I sat on the bed and Logan asked if I was ok. I shook my head and he said Jakey please tell me what's wrong. I lied I said nothing he kept persisting until I told him don't worry it's nothing.
He fell asleep so I went to the bathroom I made so many cuts on my arm. I stopped when my arm was covered in so much blood. I was washed my arm and pulled my shirt back down. I began crying because my life was so horrible. I was slumped down next to the sink and was now balling my eyes out. I heard Logan say Jake open up what's wrong. I opened the door and Logan picked me up and placed me on the bed. He calmed me down and then said he had to leave as he was meeting someone. I started crying because I scared away the only one who loved me. I slept for a few hours and woke up Logan wasn't there. I decided I would make some more cuts down my arm because I drove away my best friend my only friend who was my brother Logan. As I was making the cuts down my arm Logan walked into the bathroom and saw me.

Logan's P.O.V
I went to meet my friend George to ask if me and Jake could stay at his place for a few weeks until we found an apartment. He said it was fine by him. I quickly left because I felt bad about leaving Jake all by himself at the hotel. I hurried back to the hotel worried about Jake.
I got to the hotel and found Jake with a razor blade up to his arm and many scars, cuts and blood all up and down his arm. I hug him and say why Jake why. He drops the blade and begins to burst out in tears. He says I thought you left me. I shake my head and say I would never leave you Jakey. I help him wash his arm and I find some bandages and wrap up the cuts. I pull up his other sleeve and it has no cuts and no scars. That's a question for later I tell myself. I carry Jake to his bed. I ask Jake how long he had been doing it for and he said since 3 days after my eleventh birthday. I can't believe he has cut for nearly three years. How have I never noticed I'm such a bad brother. I can't believe this. I ask him why and he says it's a long story. I tell him I'm always here to listen. He nodded and said he understood.
I told him he should get some sleep he whispered ok. I said night and he replied with thanks Logan. I told him no problem bro. I went to sleep and woke up to Jake screaming No, Stop, Please don't. I shake him awake I give him a hug and he won't let go. I just let him hug me and said said nothing about it. Jake was stressed and I got the feeling that he really needed me in life and I think I needed him just as much. I couldn't lose him.

Jakes P.O.V
Why does the same memory keep returning  I hated it when it happened but I have got over that pain so why does the exact same memory keep returning. II'm happy now with Logan I'm not with my parents I'm not being abused anymore.   I have to go to school tomorrow but the bullying doesn't bother me anymore. I have learnt to live with it. I then remember Logan found out I cut. Why should I tell him I do it. Should I lie or tell him the truth. What if he tells someone. I'm now worried that Logan could tell someone although I think I can trust him to keep it a secret. I try and get back to sleep without having that dream.