I can't figure myself out
I have come to the point where I don't care anymore
I want someone to figure it out for me
I want someone to hold me
Make me feel small
I want to feel vulnerable without the fear of being left alone
Anyone that notices me forgets me soon after
The kind of rejection that shows without words being exchanged
I want to picture you in my bed
In the dark streets
On a playground in the night
Laying in the grass
Free and happy
I want that so bad
But no one gives me the chance to give them the experience to see me in such a raw position
Because I'm easily hurt
