i'd never had a boyfriend before and why would i?
im ugly i self harm and my whole life is fucked up so when i met this boy i was instantly head over heels. we would message every night tell romantic stories i thought he was perfect. my prince. and i was his princess. he was respectful and a real gentleman, hard to come across these days, he was very sweet and adorable. he was a little older then me but nothiing significant. but as we all know good things must come to an end, this one very adbrupt. there was a message...." we cant be together, i thought this would work but i was wrong" i didnt try to keep him. i was too busy crying and panicing about what i had done to upset him. it turned out it was distance.
i started talking to this other guy....lets call him jack. hes fun and lives life on the edge hes still sweet but not as romantic as my ex. he is funny and i can act natural around him. i dont feel pressured to live up to his standards. i feel free and unbound. and when i broke with my ex he helped. he drinks smokes but is planning to stop and he isnt virgin. where as me and my ex both are. he is the same age as my ex with only a year or two between us. but here is the dilema.i like jack as well.
so what would you reccomend...
chasing my ex my prince my first love the one i can picture my late life with or
chase jack the fun loving exciting guy who will make many happy memories...
how should i get to thier heart how can this be over come and what would you do
