Selcouth | Yoongi

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"Why.. why..." I'm crying hardly after my step mother did her favourite hobby to me.

I'm cleaning the blood on my head carefully . My stomach hurts really bad. My step mother kicked on it with her full power. I checked my stomach and widened my eyes because it has a really big circle purple. I'm crying again...feeling bad for me to face this nightmare..no,it's not nightmare..it's hell to me.

How can I still survive? I think my back is broken already but I'm still fine. Not that good but my bones are still fine. Just a big cut there and bruises. Big bruises. Aishh..what an unlucky girl. I don't think I can be lucky. Because I'm unwanted.

I'm just crying and crying until my eyes has swollen. I stopped crying and wipe my tears away. I always thought if only I have a way to run from this hell. But if I ran,where do I live? Under the bridge? Beside garbages? And what will I do? Being a beggar? No,I don't want to be that. It's still okay that I have a roof and place to sleep.

I stopped my thoughts and just go to sleep. Hungry? Yes. I'm really hungry. But it will be death for me to eat after what just happened.

I closed my eyes and try to sleep well.

Next morning

Urgh..

I groaned a bit. I wake up at 4 a.m and quickly took a shower before my step parents wake up.

After wore my school uniform,I made breakfast for my parents. Just a pancake with syrup maple is enough. I made breakfast for myself too. I think I'm gonna bring a bread to school today since I have no pocket money.

Okay, I guess that's it. I need to go right now before my step parents wakes up. Last time before I go to school I've beaten by my step father because 'late' to school. Dishes? I always wash it after school.

After I wore my shoes,I walk to school calmly because no one wakes up at 4 a.m early in the morning to go to school. This world right now is just me and me alone. I know my body still aching a bit but it heals a bit. My eyes caught an old lady sitting at the walking road while selling some.... things. I get interested. I walked headed to that old lady.

I saw a very beautiful necklace in front of me. It has a sparkling red ruby on the center and something shining gold+ish inside the ruby.

"It's so beautiful.." I said. The old lady smiled warmly to me.

"Are you interested to buy this necklace?" She asked. I nodded my head.

"Yes I am. But,I have no money." I said sadly. I really want to buy that necklace. Well,I know it just wasting but at least I have something pretty just for me.

"Oh,that's sad. But please help me. I haven't eaten for three days. I'm really hungry." She begged to me.

My heart soften. I didn't expect that this old lady has no money at all. I wonder what kind of life has she been through. Probably harder than mine.

"I'm sorry, grandma. I really have no money. In the school, I have to hold my stomach from grumbling so no one can hear it." I said. She's giving me that sympathy caring grandma's look. Her eyes are so sad makes me wanna cry too.

"It's okay,dear. Thank you for looking what I'm selling." She said while hiding that sad face behind her smile to me.

Guilty hit me badly. I really want to help the old lady and buy that beautiful necklace but I have no money. While walking pass the old lady,a light bulb popped out of my head. I run to the old lady back.