I still felt the warmth of Jimin's hand on mine. I smiled like a fool.
That's when I knew I was falling for Park Jimin.
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"Hello miss what is your name and time of appointment?" the young nurse asked me as i got up to the front desk.
"Min Yuna and 11:45 am."
"Alright you can head back now to, station 4."
"Kamsahamnida," I said while bowing while she bowed her head as well.
Jimin came over to me and held my hand again and we made our way back. As I walked in, it was full of people in each donation center, probably giving blood not getting. Most of them were older than me and not really my age probably middle aged?
I walked to station 4 and sat down on the bed/table, very cold. There was a chair next to the bed hopefully where Jimin would sit next to me. I looked around at all the other patients that were getting blood drawn. They were all so old like mid 30's? 40's? But there was one girl who stood out to me. She was young, tall, skinny, beautiful long brown hair, she had a familiar face.
I started thinking to myself it it was actually her, "no it couldn't be, why is she here?" The doctor came over and it wasn't to me, it was to that girl. "Kim Airi, you did a fantastic job. Your blood will be very useful for the little kids." Yes, it was her. Kim Airi.
Airi was a girl I knew in primary school, she was one of my good friends and she was always there for me. But then something happened to her, she disappeared one day. She never came back to school, no one ever talked about her.
We never knew why she left.
As Airi walked out of the building I felt myself loosing touch with reality...
'It's been years, why is she here now? Why Busan? Why now?'
'Where have you been all these years Airi? What happened to you? I need to know'
I came back to reality from a cold needle piercing my skin, "Ouch!" I exclaimed.
"I'm so sorry!" the nurse said
"It's fine, you just caught me off guard."
The nurse nodded and then proceeded to transfer the blood into my body, I caught myself slowly starting to stare at Jimin. He looked so handsome just sitting there. He was just looking around like a curios child. Then, Jimin slowly started to turn his head towards me.
'Oh no he caught me staring at him, shit shit shit'
He just smiled with his beautiful smile, which I adored so much about him. I had butterflies from just looking at him. 'get it together Yuna, you can't fall. not now.'
The nurse softly spoke, "Alright Min Yuna, you are finally done. Please go back to your room so you can get some rest, and tomorrow you can go home!" She smiled, I nodded and she then left the room.
As I slowly got back up from the uncomfy chair I got light headed and started to lose my balance. As I was falling, Jimin caught me with his strong arms, "I guess you fell for me" he chuckled while holding me tight in his arms. The warmth I felt from his arms, I felt so safe with him.
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It then reminded of me the night my lowlife father hurt me. The way Jimin was holding me, even in that moment he made me feel so safe... I finally regained my balance and we both started making our way back to the room.
Once we reached the room I sat down on my bed, I felt so dizzy and so sick. I started to feel cold and clammy, so hot and sweaty. I then reached for the bedpan and starting spewing my guts out.
'This is SO embarrassing' I thought to myself ad Jimin was with me.
"Yuna! What's wrong??"
I looked back into the bedpan where there was blood in my vomit.
"Get the nurse." I said weakly.
Jimin ran out of the room screaming for a nurse. I started to feel like the world was collapsing on me. Was this it? Is this where it all ends? My vision turned black, I collapsed on the floor with no one there.
[Jimin's POV]
Yuna started throwing up, I watched her and quickly ran to her not knowing what was wrong. I was so damn worried about her. She weakly said to get the nurse. I ran so fast and starting screaming for the nurse.
"Min Yuna is puking blood!! Somebody help her PLEASE!!" I had tears in my eyes.
Two nurses quickly ran to assist her, once we reached the room she was passed out on the floor, with crimson red blood running out of her mouth. I ran to help pick her up and put her back on the bed, her body was so cold and lifeless.
The nurses quickly pushed me aside and started to get her vitals, she had no heartbeat... They quickly called the other nurses and surgeons to come assist her, as they were trying to resuscitate her. It was a failed attempt one after another.
'Is this it? Shes gone now?'
The doctors came rushing in and attempted escorted me out. I forced against them,
I couldn't leave her. I just couldn't.
They finally got me out of the room and started taking her back to surgery. I dropped to my knees, as the sight of her lifeless body broke me to pieces...
"Please don't leave me now Min Yuna. I need to be with you." I weakly expressed as everyone around me witnessed me crying on the floor.
'Why do I feel like this, why does it hurt so bad?'
I couldn't do anything for her. I felt so useless, I was so f.cking angry at myself.
'If only I was therefor her that night and wasn't such an asshole this wouldn't have happened to her.'
I ran out of the hospital trying to get a grasp on what was happening. I couldn't stop the tears of pure sadness, and anger filling up inside me.
An hour had passed, I was able to finally compose myself. I made my way back into the hospital. I was so terrified to go back in there. I walked by her room to see if she was there, the room was empty. A sharp pain went through my chest... I went over to the receptionist's desk.
"I-Is there an update on Min Yuna?" I said weakly.
"She is in surgery right now sir, the doctors were able to resuscitate her. But she's in critical condition right now, the doctors are working as hard as they can..."
I walked away without saying a word. There is some hope for her, but I couldn't wrap my head around what was happening.
'Please Min Yuna, keep fighting, you can't die now...'
*Author's Note*
Sorry its been forever!!! Ahhh i completely forgot about this. There will be more.
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FanfictionMin Yuna is off to college, when she soon finds out she has to deal with being roommates with, no other than Park Jimin. Yuna then finds out, Park Jimin is just as cold as the city itself. Or is he really.? p.s don't mind my fetus writing ㅋㅋㅋ -ple...