Sometimes I wish I was born beautiful
Born smart
Born with the ability to be social and not get scared every time someone even glances at me
Sometimes
Sometimes, I start saying things that no one but me understands
I am the weirdo
Weirdo, crazy, insane, I've been called them all
I do not choose what happens or where I go,
Nor can I choose what others may do
I can only control me
I recognize where I went wrong
The me people are shown isn't the me I want to be known for
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be normal
That ancient word that has been told to too many people
those many people did great things without being normal
but why must I be told to be normal when the greatest people shook their head and were themselves
Why must I? If I don't want to be?
Sometimes I wish I was born beautiful
Born smart
But, yet I am not
