A new start

Cody what the hell are you doing! I said stumbling

Whats it look like katerina. im going to jump!

Dont be stupid get down! Stadge
Im for real babe!

No your not c'mon lets go im tired!

No kat im not kidding this time.

I sobered up and dragged myfeet up the steep hill where cody was standing on the bridges edge.

Kat babe i just cant do this anymore. he said with tears rolling down his tan cheeks.

But code our promise forever and always?

I know, we will be forever and always i promised didnt I?

Yea so lets go! i said pulling on his arm.

No princess not this time. he said looking down at me with great saddness and love.

Fine! You jump, I jump!

No! kat babe listen. he grabbed my shoulders and looked me straight in the eye.

I want to go live your life, go live the high school dream, go find your epic love you dream of. I need you to live a long full happy and epic life. chase your dreams, you're still young. make mistakes and find yourself.

Code b-but our promise. i said with tears flodding out of my cheeks.

Forever and always! I will always be there for you, you may not see mebut i will be there. you are going to grow up and live an epic life like you have always dreamed of.

No! NO! Not without you cody, i wanted all of that with you! You said that we would grow old together doing crazy things be rebels live free have no rules!

Kitten i know but i cant take the pain any longer!

No CODY quite being a coward. Youre cheating life taking the easy way out by jumping! Stop doing this! CODY I HAVE HAD THE EPIC LOVE WITH YOU THE ENTIRE TIME YOU BASTARD AND YOU FEEL IT TOO I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES!

FINE YES KATERINA I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND ITSUCKS! he criedand grabbed my face and looked me in my eyes and whispered ... ' I love you. but thats the problem we would never work im older and i have gotten you in so much trouble these years and paige too. I love you. Here is me making my promise. he grabbed my pinky figure and locked his with mi e and said Forever and Always 'Me Amor'

Forever and Always. i said choking on my tears.

with that his sister sarah ran up and yelled after him to come home cause dad is drunk and on a rampage.

Cody go! i yelled

i walked down to the swings relived that he didnt jump.

"CODDYYYY!!!!" sarah yelled in shock and pain

"FUCK YOU SON!" his very drunk dad yelled speeding away.

i looked over to the bridge to see sarah crying and cody not there.

i ran up to the bridge and searched for my brother, love, my bestbfriend, but to find nothing but a busted beer bottle. my knees gave out and i crashed to the ground in shock. i didnt cry nor said anything for the next 2 years.

My life was horriable being bullied all the time failling classes and getting to fights. then one day my mother decided to send me to my dads.

Over the summer i worried about it being the same as always but as time pasted the first day rolled around from then on out my life was differnt in a better way.