everybody who lives in this world is must be have an attandance why they were born, the reason, the meaning. but just little bit can realize it. my life is so complicated, stressfull, its just like when i pray when i want to sleep i just want tell God "God please take my soul, no matter how much my sin, no matter i have a problem in this world please just take me, make my memory is gone, if you dont want to replace me on your heaven... i just want you take me, its gonna be worse if i still live in this world" i know thats sounds not right.. but its better if i choose my own way.. okay, right now i dont care about everything. because pray can fix my personality.
