Chester Bennington imagines

He finds out you self harm

Y/N POV- Staring at myself in the mirror the voices in my head are screaming at me! "FAT UGLY WORTHLESS NOT GOOD ENOUGH" they aren't stopping I'm not a skinny girl like all the model's on social media! I can't take it anymore reaching over and grabbing the only friend I have my blade sitting down and exposing my thighs I carve the words into my thighs that the voices in my head! After the words are on my skin, the blood is running down my legs, and the tears don't stop until my pale checks are now red raw.

Chester's POV- I have a gut feeling that something up with my friend Y/N.. reaching over and grabbing my phone I press call.. but it just rings out "Come on Y/N where are you? You're never without your phone" grabbing my car keys I make my way over to her mums house. Her mum doesn't really like me because of the age difference between us being friends she's 19 and I'm 40... I mean is it weird? I don't know. Luckily her mum is away on holiday with her boyfriend, knocking at the door there's no answer.

"Y/N? Answer the door please! I know your in there!" Still nothing, grabbing the spare key from under the door mat I make my way upstairs to her bedroom "Y/N where are you?" I can hear small sobs and whimpers from her bathroom. "Y/N?" I whisper the door was slightly open. Pushing it open my heart sank Y/N is sitting on the floor with blood running from her thighs, I can just make out the words. The tears swell up in my eyes.

She looks up and brakes down even more, her beautiful green eyes are now grey and bloodshot. Her cheeks now red raw. She's shaking grabbing a towel I apply it to her cuts.

She hisses and whimpers in pain "Shh shh it's okay, I'm sorry darling but I needs to be clean" pulling her into my chest I embrace her in a hug. I can hear her heavy breathing and small whimpers. "Why?" I whisper.

Y/N POV- "I-it wasn't me, it was the demon's inside me" he sighs sadly "Y/N you don't need to do this babe. Your worth so much more than that stupid piece of metal! Your amazing beautiful! You've got a beautiful personality a beautiful body, a gorgeous smile and eyes that other girls don't have" I sob even more.

After I get cleaned up chester carries me through to my bedroom places me on my soft mattress. "You stay here and I'll go and make you some tea. And I'll bring up some food okay, because you need it" I nod and turn on my favourite movie Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas! I absolutely love this movie, Jack and Sally are couple goal's and of course can't forget Jack's dog Zero! He's adorable! Chester comes back with some lavender tea an some toast with peanut butter and a banana.

"I love you Y/N" I smile but it's not a fake smile like I always put on it's a real smile "I love you too Chest" he kisses my forehead and cuddles me into his chest. We stay like that all night until we fall asleep in each other's arms!

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