Our clouds is your land(on hold)

Chapter one

   ~~~~ sadly your with her~~~~~~~~

  Maddie's POV

      Beep-Beep-Beep-Beep-Be-

My alarm clock was going off, loudly. I really need to get a new one, this one is so old. I check the time and it is 5:30 am. Time for some school, something I don't look forward to doing today. Literally, I have been locking myself in my room for a month. My best friend, Blake, is dating another girl. Key word another girl. This one is different. Her name is Maya, she seems off. I mean it is not like Blake notices, but I sure do. She likes to make fun of me, only when Blake is gone. I swear she is out to get me! This is not one of those girl hormones things, I don't have those. I know somethings up, really. Well I have been locked up in my room ever since I found out, which by the way was one of the worse ways to find out. That really fun story is for another time.

Well, it's the first day of school. I am going to the twelfth grade. I told my other best friend, Kate, that I would meet her at the schools front door before going in. Honestly, I don't know what I would have done without her. Kate has been there for me with a lot of things, things I couldn't tell Blake. Like girl stuff, crushes, etc. Plus he was mostly on dates, he was a popular kid.  Everyone like him, me and Kate on the other hand, were the outcast. Blake always hung out with us, like how Kate would with me. We have our hang out we always go to everyday, " The breaks." The breaks is a coffee and milkshake shop. I love going there. Kate gets the black coffee, I get a chocolate shake, and Blake always gets the vanilla and chocolate swirl shake.

  I snap out of my thoughts. I realize that it is the first day of school. I get up, go to the bathroom, brush my teeth, brush my long, wavy, and brown hair, change out of my pjs into my clothes, a baby blue short sleeve shirt, ripped jeans, white converse, and put mascara on. Then I put my my hair in a messy ponytail.

I get a text message:

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                             Blake❤️

Hey
               

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I respond to his text:

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                        Blake❤️

Hey
                                                     Hey! Morning

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He didn't respond, maybe he got busy.

" Honey, I have to go! I'll see you at 9:00 tonight! Okay?" My mom said

" Okay! Love you!"  I tell from upstairs in my bedroom.

" Love you, too!"

And with that I hear the front door close. I just realized what time it was on my phone:

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.....    ~~~~                                          99% [__]

                                  6:00
                             Monday

                       
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Well, I have to go and pack my backpack. With that go to my living room to look at my old family pictures on the walls. The ones when I was 13, and when my dad was still alive. He died on a business trip. He went Kansas, but we didn't know there was going to be a tornado. None of us did. When he left I had a bad feeling about everything, to me it was a sign. I look at how happy our family was before, well .......... before my dad died. I have dreams of him, there nightmares. There about if him dying, at the end he is on the ground. He has blood, injures that are unfixable and unseeable, and his eyes open. He is lying down eyes wide open, it is haunting. I've suffered enough because of trama, but then these come on, that is just amazing.