Crowded Mind

7

I've been so happy and smiley lately and I'm not usually like that. I'm usually pessimistic and down.

But this guys been making me really happy so I don't know how to act and it's scary and stupid. Not knowing how to be happy, but no ones ever made me feel like this.

Yet I haven't told him anything really. He doesn't know he's what makes my day. But I'm afraid to tell him.

He's to good for me, won't feel the same, he could dismiss it or reject me. So instead I'll continue to say nothing and stay happy at how he makes me feel now.

I just don't know what to do when happy, cuz I can't sulk around, it's weird.

And I don't think I've ever truly felt this way before but I feel it could go away at any point so I don't want to do something stupid.