the soar

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I walked in the halls PJ following... "Dude stop please please!" I stopped he came over and sighed. "Why did you fucking help me?" He looked at me confused... "I didn't help... I did what was right..." I looked at him "but dude I wanna see your eyes!!!" I shook my head. "I'm sorry" and I looked up at him. me. Shorter. (Me rn: =_=) I kept looking he looked at me. PJ suddenly pinned me to the wall. My face felt hot. "What? This is the position we where in at gym" he said in a flirty way. I stared at him. I thought he was going to hurt me... I felt warm lips... My lips... Naturally moved in sync back... I was... Kissing a jock... He started to lick my lips for permission. I let him in. He explored my mouth. The bell rung. He pushed back. Then I made a pouty face. "Heh... Wanna be mine" he growled passionately. I nodded as people flooded the classes. We where going home... To my lonely home... PJ and I...? Would he be okay with people knowing I'm bi? Well (this is what I think)
If we... Like to date who we love... Why do we need special names?
Why do we need judgment?
We love
We hate
We live
Like EVERYONE ELSE
I was frustrated... I start to walk to the bus stop with PJ with me.
We are like normal people... Bi.... Even though we might like both genders... Doesn't mean we don't regret things...
Like other people... I walked on the bus with PJ and sat in a seat he happier- than before sat with me...
"PJ are you bi?" I wisper.
He nodded
"I am too" PJ looked even happier...
"Love ya Fresh" he yelled out the window. My face heated and my maids slipped my glasses off. "God damnit!! I swear...!" They back off and I run to my house opened my door and kept my happiness level up... I got to stay healthy now.......... If the maids found out I hurt\hate myself they would give me a lecture.... Like the parents I never had... I cried... I have a real reason not to hurt myself... And I love that reason

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