wallflower※dok2

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"Mom!I'm already 23 years old."I sternly say to my mom.She folds her arm together and gives me a deathly stare.I'm blinking my eyes as she leaves me to go to kitchen.I just sigh.

"Mom..i'm sorry but there are things that I can decide on my own.I don't need your help for those things.I know you care about me and all about my life but there will be time that we apart with each other.Time goes on no matter what so I need you to understand that."I hold her hand as she looks at my eyes.

"Okay but promise me that everything you do must call me first or anybody.Ask for opinion from everybody.The conclusion will be always change and never the same."She pats my head.I smile as I see her face changes to joyful expression.She is only I have but I can't always stay with her.

The front door opens by my dad and greet me with his furious face.My dad rarely smiles even with me.He and his furious face that I more comfortable with.People says a father's weakness is his daughter but I never see the truth.Probably because my dad is a policeman or my dad is just don't know how to show affection.

"Dad,good evening?How's work?Must be hard,right?"I ask him obvious question.He glances at me while taking his shoes.

"How's school?"He ask me without answering my question first,I just feel sorrow in my heart.

"It's okay.I'm on break now.Waiting for my result."I say.He nods and walks away from me.I watch him disappear before me.I just smile and leave that house,starts my car engine and driving to my house.I turn on the radio since the atmosphere in the car is quite depressing.

"For you guys who's on the way to back home,please wear seat belt and drive carefully.As the list of top 10 song almost come to an end.Let's listen to number 1 song for this week.Endless love by Lemonade.It's been on Top 10 songs of the week for 3 weeks now."The song is playing on the radio.Sweet piano lingers in the car and voice of a girl.I'm smirking as the song plays in the car.I'm that Lemonade.Singer Lemonade.Why Lemonade?I don't even know..I'm just a person that sings and got viral in the internet.

I arrive at the airport as the song comes to an end.I get out from car while holding my bag pack and dragging my luggage out of the car.A man walks up to me while smiling.His name is Owen.My friend.

"Here the key.Please take care of her."I give him the car key while pointing the car.

"you sure about this?"He asks me.No,I'm not,the words that I really want to say to him but no.I will not take it back whatever I say.

"it's okay,I can always visit you guys here.If u miss me,hit me up."I say while winking at him.he laughs at me and patting my head softly.

"yes yes.I will call you.don't forget us here!"he says while waving me a goodbye.I wave back and walk away from him.Walking into airport and getting my boarding passes.

Go through the immigration stuff and having to check your bag.I'm exhausted waiting in line but no hate I have to do it.As I feel I almost late,I safely get into plane.I'm looking around for my seat and I see a man sits beside my seat.I put up my backbag in the seat and grab out my laptop from my backbag.

meanwhile in the plane,there's still a lot of times until I arrive.I ask for iced water and waiting for it.As I'm waiting for it,I finish up my upcoming song.Just basic melodies so I can work for it lyrics.I'm pretty lucky to have so much convenience wherever I go.I can make music wherever and whenever I am at.

a handsome man walks to me and passes me a glass of iced water.I take it from his hand and back to my work.I glance at a person beside me.he is sleeping with a cap on his face and his fashion is mostly luxurious clothing.Oh right,I'm on first class flight.

I stop looking at him and face my look on the laptop screen.I listen to melodies and nod my head to the rhythm.I'm mumbling words and thinking for its lyrics.
"baby...hmmm.."I am accidentally mumbling a bit on my lips.I grab my pen and write the demo lyrics.I'm tapping my pen as my brain continues working for the words.from doodling the words and drawing multiples lines on unwanted words almost take in blink of eyes.this is reality to agraphia.Not everything perfect though.

then,I feel a poke from back.I turn my face to direction of that poke come from.A man that beside me.He mouth the words at me to take out my earphones.I nod at him and take out the earphone.
"your beanie is cute."
he says to me while handing my beanie.
I just thank him and smile.He just lay back on his seat and put his cap on his face,back to his dreamland I guess.

I put my one earphone into my ear and continue writing the lyrics.I'm singing the lyrics quietly so I don't disturb anyone.I put down the pen as I satisfied with the lyrics.I smirk to it while looking at it.

"baby don't love me"
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