blood and tears (Richie tozier x depressed/suicidal reader)

Summer

It was the last day of school in Derry Maine, you were walking home looking at the ground. You were mad that day, you knew you wouldn't be enjoying your summer like the other kids you'd be working your ass off, sitting in your room, and get yelled at.

YOUR POV
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I don't wanna go home, he's there waiting for me and I know it. I'm going to my safe place. I start walking but I hear a car behind me,

                              shit

" Y/N M/N L/N, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU GOING YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME AN HOUR AGO!!"  your dad yells

" dad I really do-"

he pulls me in the car as his nails dig into my skin. When we got home he grabbed me and threw me inside.

"d-dad please I was c-coming ho-" you get cut off by a hard slap to your face

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, GO CLEAN THE YARD YOU BITCH." he yells at me

I walk outside with a tear rolling down my cheek, I start picking up all the beer cans from the yard and throw them away. As I look up there were a group of 7 kids rode by on their bikes.

"Hey, it's summer what the fuck are you doing?" a boy with thick glasses says.

"well, some people actually have things to do asshole."

everyone laughs but him, they ride their bikes up to me.

"hey I'm Beverly, what's your name?" the only girl in the group says.

"im Y/N." I say looking up slightly

suddenly they all kinda gasped.

"Y-your cheek a-are you ok?" the tallest kid says

I cover up my cheek not knowing I had a bruise from my dad.

"Im fine." you say with tears brimming your eyes

you look down, "I've gotta keep working my dad will freak out."

A tear slips down your face

"I bet it was henry." says the kid with glasses

"no, no it wasn't"

"T-then who was i-it?" says the tallest kid

"y/n? who the hell are these kids?" your dad says slamming the door behind him

"hello good sir, we are the losers club. and I am richie tozier!" says the so called Richie Tozier

"well get the hell out of my yard, losers" your dad says holding your wrist tightly

"j-jesus Christ, alright g-guys let's go." says the stuttering kid

you were embarrassed,

"your such a whore y/n" says your dad

"hey man, she wasn't trying to suck our dicks!" says Richie

you turn around and look at your dad pulling your hand from his grip

"fuck you."

You run as fast as you possibly could, you ran into the woods breathing heavily, you could hear your foot steps and only your foot steps so you stopped you looked around only to see  the dark woods surrounding you.

Y/N THOUGHTS
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God dammit.

fuck.

shit.

why the hell?

dumb ass.

why did I run I'm just going to get lost anyways, what the hell is that?

Richie pov
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"well shit my dudes."

"Richie shut the fuck up." says stanley

"what the fuck did I do?!"

"we have to help her, she's obviously got a phyco dad!" Beverly shouted at us

The losers and I go run in the direction where Y/N ran.

"guys I think I see her!" Eddie shouts

"OH SHIT!!" shouts Mike

oh shit was right...
there standing behind Y/N was a...

                            clown