blood and tears (Richie tozier x depressed/suicidal reader)

what the hell?

Y/Ns pov
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It was around noon when I heard a knock on my door, so I got up from my bed to awnser it. As I open it I see Eddie standing there ,

" oh hey eddie." I say

"are you ready?" he says smiling

"yeah hold on I need to grab something." i say turning around to grab my necklace my mom gave me when I was little.

I come back to the door and walk outside with Eddie closing the door behind me.
we started walking where ever it was we where going.

" exactly where are we going Eddie?" I say laughing slightly

"oh yeah were all meeting at the quarry to swim and talk ya know." he replied

I froze, did he say swimming? I can't do that what if there's something down in the water that could eat me or what if i drown...

"Y/N, are you ok?" Eddie says looking worried

" Eddie I, I'm afraid of water. I don't like swimming." I say

" it's ok I'll sit out with you if you want me to, ok?" he says smiling

" alright, thank you for being so sweet to me." I say blushing slightly

Eddie and I walk to find the losers standing at the edge of the cliff spitting loogies off the edge. I decide to stay away from that so I sit with Eddie. right as I sit down I see Richie glance at us, he walks over to me and Eddie.

" hey hot stuff. " Richie says sitting next to me

" don't fucking call me that ever again Richie." I say looking at him

" c'mon, admit it you like it. " he says his hand on my shoulder

" get the fuck off me Richie" I say snickering under my breath

" s-so who's f-f-first?" Bill says

"I'll go!" Beverly says stripping off her clothes till she's in her undergarments and jumping into the water.

" oh my god... " I say sighing

" so now it's your turn hot stuff" Richie says as more people jump into the water

" I'll pass. " you say slightly blushing

" suit yourself!" Richie replied before plumbiting down into the water

1hour later
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you and Eddie were talking for a while now.

yo were looking at him and he was looking at you, you were about to day something before you heard Richie calling for you so you looked over the edge.

" WHAT! " you shouted

" Henry and his gang are heading your way!" he shouted

"Eddie the bowe-" you turn around thinking you'd see Eddie but you didn't you saw the one and only,

                            Henry Bowers

he grabs you by the collar of your shirt,

" im going to throw you into the water so I can beat this little twerp up." he says 

you kick his stomach,

" fuck off you miserable cunt."

he let's go of you, you were falling into the water. you felt cold, trapped , and scared, you were under water ( had to tell myself not to write under the sea)

A/N: so guys I'm really stressed because both of. my rats have repiory infections so I might not update for a while, pray for me 😂