Im considering my decisions,
Im considering you,
You aren't what I see,
And you aren't what you say you are.
I need you to get clear,
To clear my thoughts about you.
I keep deep thinking about this situation,
Im running in circles,
Can you please stop me?
Are you even hearing me?
Do you really want me?
Am I really just an option,just a second choice?
Or am I just perfect?
Can you just say it?
Can your lips move into an "I love you"?
Can they move for what they feel?
But what if I am useless?
What happens if you're not in love?
What happens if I am not in love too?
What happens if I fail?
Would you forgive in the way I did?
I cant continue handleing it.
You know?
It's really hurting like hell,
Im not sure if I want to go,
Im not sure if I want you to go,
But you are what you said you'll never be.
You hurted me like I never though you could.
You broke me deeper and you didnt mind,you never mind.
Im not a subject for you,Im not really important,Im really thinking it's too much.
I really cant my love,
I really cant.
Forgive me,please forgive me.
Im in disbelief.
Forgive me when Im gone,
Forgive what I've done,
In my chest I felt confussion,
I didnt wanted to go but i needed it.
I needed to cry,
I needed to clear my thoughts.
