Suga Daddy

Ten

You felt sick, this week was going by so fast with Yoongi. All the time you spend together was clouded by the crippling fact that he was going to be taken from you soon enough. You tried to enjoy your time but it was just becoming harder and harder. Your moods were swinging from happiness to when you were with him. To sadness and crying yourself to sleep. But also anger, even at Yoongi for not trying.

It made you wonder if he just didn't care anymore. But then he was being so nice. Spending all his time with you. Constantly getting things for you. Even when he was fucking you, it was so intimate. He would hold you so tightly after he came, not letting you go. Kissing you more than usual was your favorite part. Constantly just laying one on you. You smiled at him, he kissed you. You spoke rudely to him, he kissed you. You told him you needed him, he kissed you. Even when you just looked up at him, he'd smile and lean over to kiss you.

He told you that he would keep paying for the place since he knew how much you liked it and that Jungkook would be moving soon and probably would want to live in the house instead of the dorms. Saying he would move all the stuff out of the office for him. You just nodded sadly. Barely speaking all week since you were upset. Even getting ready for you few exams you had in dance. Not even able to pay attention for long in class without thinking about how you're going to be alone.

Yoongi wasn't your world but you loved him dearly. It was going to be so hard getting used to him never being around. Plus Holly was always waiting by the door for Yoongi. Would Holly just realize that he wasn't coming back after a while?

All these thoughts made you nauseated. It was just an impending doom that you weren't going to be able to change. It was horrific and scary that you were going to be by yourself. You had Taehyung and Jimin, sure. Your brother would be here soon but this was someone you were in love with. Someone you're in love with and you haven't even told them that you were in love with them.

Maybe on the last day you would tell him?

Maybe that would make him want to try harder and fight Elizabeth.

Then again maybe he would be happy to get away from you.

It was unclear. You loved him but you were afraid of him most definitely. Tonight was the night before your last night together. Your brain was scattered, you didn't know what to do and you could see this all coming to an ending. Darkness at the end of the tunnel. It was like a bad movie you couldn't pause. You wished you could just take a breath but your body was in overdrive and you were reckless for his attention before it was taken away.

"Y/N, I figured I could take you out tomorrow. You favorite restaurant? You know, one last hurrah." Yoongi tired to laugh as the two of you ate take out and caught up on the only show you watched together. Your legs were in his lap, Yoongi rubbing them before Holly jumped up on the couch and pushed them away so he could take over Yoongi's lap. The two of you laughed and you got this strange shiver down your spine. You enjoyed how normal this felt. You weren't ready for this to be taken from you.

You needed to do something about this as quickly as you could. You had to talk to Elizabeth.

"Sure, daddy. Sounds good."

Yoongi smiled, "Come here kitten." He said and you leaned over and he kissed you before pulling back and looking into your eyes. "I'm gonna miss you." He said it so quietly that you almost didn't hear and you were right in front of him.

You couldn't help but stare at him for a moment. That was something that you never expected him to say. Yoongi was hardly ever vulnerable in front of you. He had told you about his past but it was hard for him to express his feelings toward you to you. You know that he liked you and he enjoyed your company but this was the closest this week that you had ever felt to him. Maybe he was doing it for the sole reason that you wouldn't be together anymore but his words made you feel like you have to fight for him.