Lovestruck Stars (BTS Fanfic) 16+

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"Hey!" A loud voice interrupts causing Seokjin and I to jump up and brush our selves off.
"Jungkook" Seokjin calls to Jungkook who arrives, out of breath.
"What're you doing here..?" He asks clearly disappointed at being interrupted.
"You hung up on us so I came to find you. Who knows what you'd try with Ira while alone" He replies, locking His eyes on Seokjin, jealousy making a brief appearance in his expression.
"Ira, did he try anything?" He asks with a worried expression.
"Of course not!" I laugh, hoping to hide my embarrassment.
"Good, we're going home" He says while wrapping his hand around my wrist.
"Oh uh.. ok.." I say, allowing myself to be pulled along, when I feel another hand on my wrist.
"I'm hanging out with Ira today" Seokjin says, tightening his hold on my wrist.
"She would rather hang with me" Jungkook retorts, his grip also tightening.
"How would you know? You didn't give her the choice" Seokjin snaps, his perfect face twisting in anger, strengthening his grip to the point it hurt me.
"She didn't stop me from leading her away" he barks back. Pulling me roughly towards him
Suddenly, Seokjin and Jungkook are having a game of tug of war with my arms..
Keep cool. Don't lose it.
Just breathe.
But nothing would work. I rip my arms from their grips and face them with a glare.
"Stop!" I scream in a voice lower and completely different from my natural one.
"I'm not hanging with either of you!" I yell
Jungkook and Seokjin look shocked but slowly their faces contort into one of shame.
"I don't usually get angry but this behaviour of yours is disgusting!" I spit out.
I'm not a good person when I'm mad.
I'm a different one.
So I keep her hidden away because if anyone saw her, nothing good would come from it.
"I'm sor-" Jungkook begins, but I cut him off.
"I don't want to hear it!" I growl
"Pack up the picnic things. I'm going home." I say, lowering my voice while maintaining my glare.
"I'll walk with you home" Seokjin says
"I'd rather walk alone" I say, turning away and starting the walk home.
Behind me I hear Seokjin speak.
"Everything would've been perfect if you hadn't come along." He growls.
And my feet stop in their tracks.
Memories make their way to the front of my mind.
I shake my head and continue walking.
There's no need to think about those dark times.

As I arrive home, I'm greeted by Hoseok
"Hey!" He says, his voice cheerful and kind
"Hi.." I mumble and escape to my room.
"How are you?" He calls, but I allow his words to hit my back and fade to nothing as I walk away.
"Did something happen?" Hoseok says to himself, before following Ira to her room.

"Ira..?" Hoseoks voice calls from behind my door.
"What?" I ask, laying down on my bed and staring at the ceiling
"May I come in?" He asks
"Sure." I reply.
Creeeak
Hoseok opens my door and comes in and sits on my bed.
"Did something happen today?" He asks, concern painted on his face.
"Yeah, a few things I guess" I say while sitting up.
"Wanna talk about it" he offers, a small smile forming on his lips
"Sure..." I reply scooting closer to Hoseok.
Jungkook and Seokjin were fighting over who gets to hang out with me" I begin, as Hoseok widens his eyes in shock
"And a bad thing came out from me. I got so angry that I stormed away" I continue, glancing at Hoseok for a negative reaction. There was none. He only nodded and tightened his lips.

"after I started to storm away I  heard Seokjin say something that I heard a lot during my childhood..." I say, my heart sinking low
"What was that..?" Heseok asks, his voice soft
I sigh.. I don't like to think back on my childhood. It was a dark place. With no love. No warmth. No growth.

"Everything would've been perfect if you hadn't come along" I say, quoting Seokjin
"Oh my.. Ira.. did you get told that a lot during your childhood..?" Hoseok asks, his hand covering his mouth.
"Often" I say, laughing at myself with pity
"My parents never wanted me... my siblings hated me.. I had only 3 friends, who I'm still friends with to this day.. but the lack of love and support is what drove me to become a star.." I say, feeling the tears well up in my eyes...

Slowly, Hoseok wraps his arms around me and strokes my hair.

"They never deserved you" He says. His voice filled with pain.
"My mother was the same" he continued, his voice quiet and sad

I gazed up at Hoseok, his face bearing the expression of a mixture between sadness and pain. His eyes gazing faraway, beyond the walls of my room.
When suddenly he's back. He looks down at me and smiles.
"I thought I said we were starting off as friends" I joke
"Friends can't comfort their friends when they're down..?" He laughs and rests his head against mine.
"That's true" I sigh, content in his arms..
I pray. I pray that the dark side never comes out again. And that this situation would not tear up the boyband which saved me some years ago.

Bang

Hoseok and I jump at the sound of my door crashing opening quickly separate.
"You!" The figure snarls, pointing a finger at me.
"Me?!" I gasp