Why? Camila/You

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Y/n's POV

After Camila left I went to get dressed why can't you just end this already"Wh-Who said that"Its not gonna stop"what"I finally realized it was the voices you can't stop this even if you got help just let us take care of your little naive mind"I'm not naive I'm just stubborn like you guys in my mind are"I laughed at my joke. I went to watch t.v and they wouldn't stop talking"shut up. SHUT THE FUCK UP"sorry babygirl you can't get rid of me even outside your head it was Camila

The voice inside my head was Camila I bet she knew I already didn't like her she would make the voices sound like her but. How? Why don't you loose a few screws and see how it feels to be insane"Me go crazy as if"I mumbled to myself come on let loose"I know you mean go crazy no thanks I don't wanna board that train"I laughed and I went to knock on camila's door and she opened it.

"Wow Y/n I didn't expect you to come to my house"she said"I know really embarrassing"we laughed"but come in"she said and I sat on her black and white couch"you gotta stop these fucking voices"I told her"have you sent crazy?"I shook my head"here I'll get rid of them"I celebrated. She whispered something in my ear really fast and she got up and went to the door"finished you're welcome"I nod my head and left.

3 months later

Lately the voices got worse. I thought she got rid of them but she made them worse. I havent seen her in like three months and I'm actually worried so I knocked on her door"Y/n? Hey"she said and she was dressed normal?"hey psyco"she frowned"y/n sit on the couch for a moment"I sat down and the house looked normal and nice? Somethings wrong."Y/n I am not a psyco anymore I got help. I got therapy. They got the voices out. I'm free. I like to read and eat bananas"I turned my hands into fists.

"Great really"I said she used you. She's better and you're worse"I know"i mumbled"Y/n What do you know?"she smiled"I know how it would feel to be free and normal I mean I was until this shit"I said and left her house she never cared you were just an experiment"SHUT UP SHUT UP" how was she even able to go to therapy did they not call the police? I found myself throwing any glass vase I found and I apparently have a lot just get her over with dispose of her like she did to you

I nodded my head and grabbed my gun. I'm loosing control and I need her to put me back in it. I put it being my back but tucked in my pants and I left to her house you're doing a good thing Y/n I knocked on her door and she answered it"Camila hey can I come in?"she lets me in and I feel her stairing at my backside"camila it's bad to stare"I turn around and she is scared obviously but I don't feel that no more cause of her."what's bothering you camila?"she shakes her head

"Come on you're thinking 'why would I have a gun on me?' She nods her head"oh this gun"I take it out and spin it on my finger"This is for protection but of course I don't need that anymore"I said and threw the gun at her y/n What are you doing?"she's gonna end it for the both of us"I said and laughed"i want you to shoot me"she is shocked with that demand"I want you to put me out of my misery I've been in too much pain and I need to be let loose"her eyes widen"they're controlling you"she said

Y/n DON'T listen to her"Who Camila tell me"I said"the voices they're making you crazy nothing else is look at yourself this isn't even you because the real you is inside of yourself the one who's talking is the voices. The Y/n is stuck in the back of her mind"shes lying"look I don't know whos right but if you don't do it I will"I grabbed the gun and pointed it at her"y/n think about this"she says with hands raised

"I will"I pointed it to my head"all you ever did was ruin this I had a life. I had friends. I was normal. I didn't hear them. I didn't wanna meet you. I should've never listened to her when she told me to turn around. I shouldve never waved. You shouldve never been at that party. I don't have a job cause of you. I don't have a life becuase of you. You ruined my life and you're going to pay for it the rest of your life"she looked shocked"Why would I pay you're the one that killed yourself"I scoffed

"Becuase if you're craziness I am gonna kill myself"I know that you're gonna notice that I'm not gonna be here. Reality is gonna fucking hit you in the face. You're gonna realise that I'm not gonna be knocking on your door. I won't be able to answer mines. You'll love with guilt knowing that you put me through something horrible. I didn't ask for this and I know you feel guilty right now."she looked down

"Same old camila can't ever face the truth"I pulled the trigger"y/n please think about this"I shook my head"sorry but I'm tired of thinking I wanna just do"I felt nothing and I looked and she had the bullets"gotta be quicker"she said and I tackled her down and out a bullet in the gun and looked down at her while she was ont he floor"bye bye now"I said and felt again nothing. This time I could look.

I just felt weightless.

But then I see a light.

YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW