Ok I already started off wth my name and I only got 1 comment pooy! Lol but anyways here's a part of my story (A/N I'm still new to writing so sry if this sucks)
When I was about 8 or 9ish. Somewhere around that age. I was always being mean to people for no reason. And I don't even know why I did it although hmm maybe it had something to do with me knowing everyone hated me and that I was tlaked shit about behind my back! Also that no matter how hard I tried or what I did peeps would always backstabb me even ppl I used to say were my firends or even bestfriend . I always knew they were never my real friends and that they were just pretending bc I would sometimes hear what they would talk about about me it was very hurtful but like li always did I just bottled up my feelings and never let anyone know what I was feeling I know its bad to do that but I'm know as like the bad girl or the emotion-less mean/bitchy girl and other names like that. But what really hurts is that i do have feelings and every time you say something mean or something like an insult I may act fine and like I'm not bothered at all but on the inside I am dying and want to cry and my dad always says "You never cry and when you do it must really hurt emotionally or physically" and thsts true but only bc I bottle everything away so that's why I rarely cry. I must admit thoe I am very strong and can handle lots of stuff but 'IM ONLY HUMAN' lol song reference I love that song.
(Ok well this is really long like WoW ok so for next update must get 10 reads and 6 comments has to be from a diff person eace time can't be one person saying pls update infact don't say pls update just tell me what u want to know and I'll put in here and the reason why I'm like that or do that if it applies to the situation I hope u understand this AN I'm really tired right now thoe so yeah lol bye until next time.)
