Creepypasta and the Witches Curse (Neko Male) NO LONGER UPDATING

10: Not good enough?

Back to normal POV (Lucifer)
Letting out a tired yawn I stretch myself along the soft stitched mattress below me, Finnally, peace, Jeff and all them lit had come back a few hours ago and Clockwork managed to get Jeff to forgive me.
I know lucky!
Right now its....12:46PM
And im still awake, on this matress next to GRINNY who lay on his bed snoring lightly, i had gotten to sleep but for some reason something woke me up. Im not sure what or how but i cant shake the feeling that somethings wrong.
Something is happening and i dont know what.
In not sure what made me do it but I slowly rose from my mattress my ears perking up to a strange noise.
I shrug it off blaming it on me hut waking up and got up carefully not to wake GRINNY up as i slowly treak to the door did being all he sprawled out clothing and the scattered shoes, I reatch up to my nightgown and wrapped it around myself who pulling the key from the pocket and pushed it into the slot slowly before opening it, the hall was for once since I had lived her was silent, they were dark and spooked making me emediatly want to return to bed. However my stomach shouts otherwise with otherwise with rumble of hunger as i found myself extremely hungry. Taking a slowly step out I close the door to and walk gently yet swiftly along the corridors toward the stairs, by I could see a light, a beam of light crawling up the stairs sygnalling I wasn't the only one up, I though nothing of it and be live it to be one of the creepypastas and slowly walk down the steps one by one hoping not to scare whoever it was down here. Although a vice stopped me.

Slendora

"- your proxies seem strong enough to survive on their own, you simply dont have the responsibility." Her vioce growls as i peak around the corner to see her back facing me as she argued up at Slenderman folding her arms, Slendermans     tenticles snap and twist with annoyance as he glares down at her.

"You listen here, im the boss here not you! Atleast I have proxies who are worth my time, they help and are able to do their job right! Unlike yours, I can tell he isn't a killer, i can't smell or even see it in the boy!" He sneered his finger jabbed into her chest, I was mortified.
How dare he insult Slendora.

Was...was I not good enough?
Was I not a perfect proxy?

She lowered her head slightly and i began to feel tears prick the corners of my eyes as i force my glance away and press my back against the stair wall.

Im not good enough?
I don't please her?

However her vioce shocked me slightly and my ears perk up to he sudden vioce

"For your information I dont care if he can't kill things, thats why I wanted him as my proxy, he's not a slave or a servant," she snap as she took a step forward so their bodies were inches apart.
She glare up at him
"Hes family, and maybe if you spent less time killing and more time bonding then you'll find you'll enjoy your job much more." She scolded as a small smile creased my lips.

Im not bad?
Im good enough?

"Why do you bother?! If anyone here found out he wasn't killed they'll kill him themselves, he doesn't belong here Slendora, he isn't a killer." Slenderman mutters as i turn my gaze to the floor, Slendora wanted a proxy to become more like him.
He was her idle.

Im not perfect!?

Im a disappointment!?

What am I to her but a proxy not worth her time!?

Useless!

Helpless!

Im nothing.

Im nothing compared to what she expected.

Im a failure.

A freak.

Im not perfect.

Suddenly an unusual feeling washed over me. Was it hate? Sadness?
I couldn't describe it as my hands cletched into fists at his last words.

"Sledora, you can never be like me, you ruined that 200 years ago. You were never apart of this family." He sneers as i felt each word him her like a needle.
She only wants to do in.
He like him.

I need to be perfect.

For her.

Sorry this was short but the next chapter is planning to be pretty long.