Ill Hold You Close And Show You You're Not Broken.

You always find a way to fuck things up

Kellin's outfit^

Vic~

"F-fuck kellin" I groaned as he moved his hand up and down my dick. "Shh, don't forget were in a school bathroom" he muttered against my neck. I bit my lip and held back a moan. I felt a pool of pleasure in my stomach.

"I'm close" I breathed out. He picked up the pace and ran his thumb over my tip which sent me over the edge. I felt myself release while whispering a few profanities.

Kellin wiped off my stomach and I pulled up my pants. My breathing was uneven and so was kellin's. I kissed him and then we left the bathroom to go to our next class as if that totally didn't happen.

I sit down in the back of the room and write some stuff down about the Holocaust since we're doing a project on it.

"Vic you're wanted in the nurse's office" what? "Ok?" I walk to her office. "Vic! Hello, I called you down here because kellin is having a severe panic attack and he asked for you" my heart physically hurt, at first I thought it was sweet that he wanted me to help him but now I'm worried.

I walk in farther and see kellin clenching his chest gasping for air while crying. My heart shatters. "Kellin?" I wrap arms around him "shh darling calm down." I rub circles in his back with my thumb and kiss his head.

I continue to whisper sweet things to him and slowly his breathing evens out and he stops crying. He wipes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

He just stares at the ground dazed. "What's wrong kellin?" "Nothing, i-its stupid, I just got a little overwhelmed" he forces a smile and stands up. He fixes his skirt and hair before grabbing my hand and walking out.

Kellin didn't talk to me for the rest of the day. But now I'm driving him home and I plan on talking with him.

"Kellin, talk to me please" I begged him "I'm sorry.." I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off "I ignored you all day just because I had a bad day. That's unfair and I'm sorry. And Vic, don't worry about what happened. How was your day?" He smiled at me "uh, it's ok. And I had a good day.." he nods. I rest my hand on his thigh and continue to drive. "Are you coming to my house?" I ask hopefully. "I can't.." he bit his lip "I haven't been at home for a while and my parents are getting mad. They actually talked to me" he chuckled lowly. I nod and pull up to his house.

I lean over and kiss him "bye" I breathe out. He nods and gets out. I watch until he gets into his house safely before pulling away heading to my house.

I walk into the living, "I'm home!" I call out. No reply. I shrug it off and walk into the kitchen. There's a note on the counter. It says something about my parents being at dinner or something. I grab a bottle of water and go up to my room.

I put on Wayne's world and sit back on my bed.

I didnt remember falling asleep but when I did my phone was blowing up with messages and missed calls from kellin. My heart sped up as I went through the messages.

Vic can you come get me?

Vic please

Vic?

Vic I need you

I quickly called him

"Vic?" I hear a raspy voice mutter. "Kellin? I fell asleep what did you need?" I hear him sniffle and let out a shaky breath "I relapsed" I sigh. "I'll be there in a minute."

Kellin~

Warm tears roll down my cheeks. My body was shaking with fear, will Vic be mad? Does he hate me? Am I too much for him to deal with? Will he leave me?

One more cut. Just one more to help distract me. I picked up the blade and pushed it into my skin, slash. Small dots of blood formed soon creating a perfect line of red. The blood rolled down onto my sheets but I couldn't care less.

Just as I was about to make another Vic walked in. I dropped the blade immediately. "Oh kells..." Vic whispered sadly. He took off his hoodie revealing his toned arms that also had scars on them. He cleaned my arm with some paper towels and put his hoodie on me. "Are you staying?" I ask him as he starts walking towards the door. He smiles "of course kellin I'm just closing the door." I smile and lay down on the bed.

Vic comes over and pulls me into his arms. "I don't know what I'd do without you" Vic said in admiration. "Same. You mean everything to me" i rub circles into his chest and he runs his finger through my hair.

I sigh contently. "Have you talked to Mike?" I ask. "Yeah. I haven't really forgiven him but I don't hate him and we still talk" I nod and close my eyes. "I think you should talk to him" Vic suggests. I think about it for a bit. "Maybe tomorrow?" "Yeah, you can come over after school" i nod and close my eyes. I'm scared to talk to Mike but if Vic really wants me to then I'll do it..

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This is pretty much a filler since im out of ideas sorry