Endurance

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Breaking

       I walked out of my school. it was Christmas break now and I had finshed my last exam. I was ready for the holiday,for family,and for him.

        we had been together for a while now and before that we were friends,for what seemed like forever. I had a crush on him the day I met him,he ment so much to me.

        I got home shortly after getting  on the bus. I like the bus ride home, all of the jokes and the cutin up we did, always made good stories to tell mom. I went to the door to get in the house, and realized the door was locked and I had forgotten my key. I walked around the house and jumped on the wall and pushed my window up. Jumpin in I landed on my bed, covered in blankets. I layed there for a little while. With out realizing it I drifted off to sleep.

         I woke up to the sound of a hushed whisper of my name. I knew his voice and rolled over and said hey. Sleep thick in my voice.

"Did I wake you?" he said quitely.

I replyed with a no and streched, I got up and walked to my door locking it as he climbed in the window. it took him no effort to get in my room.

    "whats up,? Your normaly not here this early." I asked with sleep still thick in my voice. He grabed me and wraped his arms around me,

"I wanted to be with you, Why else would I be here? ''

I laughed and huged him. enjoying his sent. He always smelled so good, I loved it.

''Smelling me agian? ''

'' You know its a habbit, I cant help it.''

he laughes softly at my habbit and kisses me. I love when he kisses me. His lips always soft.

''Come walk with me? '' he asks in voice hes not sure of. I agree and we head out my window. I follow him to the woods and we walk the trail to the pond.  Where slient the whole way there, i start to worry, but i ignore the feeling. He sits down and I sit beside him.

'' I asked you to walk cause I don't know how to say this.''

I look at him in confusion,  he obviously could read the confusion in my face.

''Baby we cant be together anymore.''

I swear I head my own heart snap, breaking instantly. I was in shock and I couldn't move for what seemed to be forever. I felt hot tears roll down my cheeks. he pulled me to him and I huged him tightly. I didnt want to let go.

''Let me walk you home, you need rest.''

I sat there still crying.

''No, just ill be fine I want to say here.'' I say it like it wont change anything that if I stay where I am that it will make this go away. That this will just be a nightmare, but its not.

''I have to go, Lee is waiting for me.'' I look across the levee and see Lee on the other side. only reason I could was by the reflection of the moon light on the water.

"Baby? ''

I'm pulled from my thoughts

''I have to..

''Just go.''

I cut him off in a tone I wasnt sure of, he goes to hug me, but I pull away and say no. I can see the sadness in his face, how he doesn't want to do this, that its hurting him as much as me. I turn around and run. All I could do was run, escape for this nightmare. Only this wasn't a nightmare. in the distance I herd him yell my name. I stoped and I wanted to turn back so bad but, I couldn't not after that. His voice got closer and closer. I just stood in the middle of the road waiting for him to come. I herd him behide me. I had no more energy to run, I felt light headed. I fell,....the last thing I saw was his face and I herd Lee.

''Take her home''

after that it was darkness.