A cadet's lover

Althea

ALTHEA

My name is Althea.  I'm 24 years old and I admit I'm addicted to s*x.  I was not really like this before until that varsity player of volleyball who became my first boyfriend cheat on me. I find it hard to cope with what had happened. I sought revenge by promising to myself that I will treat these men like trash. I was 17 back then but I already felt to be heartbroken for the first time. I really don't know how to deal with this kind of ache. I'm good in academics and in other stuffs but when it comes to this... I can say that I'm not a virtuoso of it

Hindi sa pagmamayabang pero halos nasa akin na ang lahat. Kumpletong pamilya, fame, kayamanan, at kagandahan bukod pa rin yan running for Cumlaude ako. Sinong mag-aakala na  magiging masalimoot pala ang magiging buhay ko sa Baguio? It’s really unpredictable. Nanirahan ako sa Canada since I was 3 years old at bumalik lang ako ng Pilipinas nung 15 na ako. My parents planned that I will be studying here in Philippines ----that I will continue my studies here. Baguio has never been my option but my Dad suggested that this place is nice and also the cold weather which he thinks I will surely enjoy. All I can say is that…. It’s not a good decision.  Baguio is really a "sin city".  Kahit naman nanirahan ako sa America at mas liberal ang mga tao dun that’s another case coz I’m with my parents…Ang daming temptations sa Baguio. It’s really hard to be alone.

I enrolled in one of the prestigious Universities in Baguio which is ….  Hindi lingid sa aking kaalaman na tuwing papasok ako sa aming building nakapokus sa akin ang mga mata ng mga tao sa corridor . Binibigyan ako ng matatamis na ngiti ng mga lalaki at ang iba naman sa kanila mababasa mo na puro pagn*nasa lang ang alam. Kilalang-kilala nila ako.  I'm a medtech student back then. Anghel sa umaga at sa gabi naman umaarangkada ang isa ko pang katauhan. Totoo nga na nababago ng pain ang lahat. Matino ako dati pero ngayon wasak na wasak ang pagkatao ko. Naibigay ko ang pagkabab*e ko sa lalaking hindi karapat dapat. We have our own ways to seek revenge and my way is the worst of all.

After that incident, nawala yung respeto ko sa saril at nawalan din ako ng kumpyansa na bumangon muli. Kabila-kabila ang pakikipags*x ko. Hindi ko na pinahalagahan iyon. Masyado akong naguguluhan dahil sa edad na 17 hindi na ako “v*rg*n.” I'm so frustrated kasi nangyari itong nightmare na ito. Wala na akong magagawa at saka ginusto ko naman kaya paninindigan ko na.. Masarap talaga ang S*x. May mga times pa nun na araw-araw akong nakikipagt*lik kaya pag pumapasok ako pagod na pagod at puyat na puyat. Mahirap na ngang mag-aral nagdagdag pa ako ng extra –curricular activity ko which is S*X EDUCATION 101. Ako lang ang nag-isip niyan. Tuwang-tuwa ako sa sensasyon na dulot ng s*x sakin. Nakakaturn on. Hindi naman ako basta basta pumapatol. Namimili rin naman ako. What Althea wants, she gets it.

May nakas*x na akong 2 cadets, 1 HRM student, 1 Chemical Engineering, 1 Aeronautical Engineering  at isang Civil Engineering student, may IT rin, may other 2 na nakilala ko lang sa bar at mas bata sila sakin ng 2 or 3 years, at medtech student na kagaya ko. Yung iba naman puro t*kim lang ang nagawa namin sa isa’t isa.

Ang pinakamemorable sakin is yung sa pakikipagt*lik ko sa dalawang sundalo. It doesn’t mean na nag3some kami or what pero I’ll just narrate it as far as I could remember. I wrote this in my diary and while doing that I’m car*ssing myself… It seems that memories come back as I try to recall all the things that we did.

At that time may boyfriend pa akong cadet sadly, I broke his trust. He’s really that gentle type of guy. Nagsisisi pa rin ako kung bakit hindi ko siya napahalagahan but there’s a part of me saying that it is past already. He’s happy now. Back to the story, Upper class niya ung 2 na nakas*x ko.  I’ll just mention their names ---first name basis to protect their identity coz mahirap na rin kung yung last name ang ilalagay ko which is usually used in the Academy to identify the cadet they’re referring to. One is Andrew and the other one’s name is Mikhail. I’ll narrate first my experience with Andrew.