Becoming me

Chapter 2 - my normal day

My days are pretty normal for a teenager, I struggle to get out of bed. Go to the bathroom and do all that shit. I always end up looking in my full length mirror and wish that I could change everything. I've always been kinda flat chested so it doesn't really bother me. I think my bus comes at 8:10, so I have a lot of time to eat. Because I get up at 6. My mom usually at work when I get up. So it's usually just me and dad. Sometimes i feel like my parents are keeping my sister from me, which would be kinda sad if it's true. I haven't heard or seen my sister in three years. So I would've been 13 or so when she left. Sometimes all look around facebook and Instagram to see if I can find her, but I never do. Did she block me or something. I wish I could just find her. I really miss her. By the time in dressed and all that it's 7:30. And the rest of the before my bus comes. I watch a bit of river dale or stranger things. By the time it's 8 I'm sitting on my steps waiting for the bus. I don't really have an friends that go on my bus, so I kinda always sit alone. My high school not to big but there is a lot of other teens that go there. My first class was geometry. I kinda ace the class. But sometimes it's just gets to complicated and I give up. I don't think I've ever cheated on a test before hopefully. The rest of the school day goes by slowly. I have basketball practice after school so my mom usually picks me up, after that. The rest of the nights just homework, eating, and watching river dale. I finally go to bed at 10 but I end up laying there for an hour and just think about life. I finally fall asleep at 12. I always hope tomorrow, I'll finally be who I am. But it never happens. One day, I hope it does
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This chapter was a bit longer. It will start to get better hopefully.
I will post tomorrow.