Joons Where are you? I'm in your door but your mum said you're not home. Yoongs??? sent; 8: 45 pm read
Sorry man i crashed at the hotel.
Joons oh ok. hey are you ok? Did smth happen at the club last night
lmaoo yooo Joons! we're talking about yer daegu boy here! i'm finee sent; 8:47 pm ---
I am fine... Biggest and fattest lie ever. Yoongi scoffed as he tossed the phone on the night stand by the bed. The phone buzzed after a moment, a new notification has just been received. Probably joons and his worried ass. He sighed as he sunk back in bed. He looked up at the ceiling. There was only one word in his empty thought right now.
Tired.
He was tired of it all. The drama, the useless efforts.. the love. He wanted it all to end. He just wanted to the others to be happy. If they were happy and smiling at least he could blend in with their energy and swing with them. He could push all his feelings inside of him and let the cheerful aura around him conceal his true self. He could do that.. He- Min Yoongi.
But not when everyone is sad. Not when everyone is hurting. Not when his own love is in pain. Yoongi threw his pillow on the wall and shouted in frustration. "Damn it Jungkook... Why are you so dumb. I don't understand you one bit. Not at all."
Yoongi sat on the edge of the bed while holding his head in his hands. I messed up. I ruined everything. I'm like a fucking curse, always hurting everyone and everything anywhere I go. "I'm just a living void of bad luck."
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His long fringes covered his eyes. Through the curtain of hair, he could clearly see the definite shape of a luggage and a backpack. He scoffed as his lips spread into a pained smirk. "I'm running away again aren't I?" He looked down on the floors he tried to keep himself from breaking as he replayed that argument in his memory
"Spill it- what are you doing?"
Yoongi avoided his eyes as Namjoon pushed him to the wall angrily. Yoongi's lips never parted for words to come out and he continued to look down on the cold ground, emotionlessly.
"You like Jungkook right? You told me that last night while you were drunk dont you remember? You were an even bigger mess than Taehyung was! I nearly ran over your stupid running ass."
Yoongi didn't give a reply of any sort and he continued to look down on the ground.
Namjoon sighed, exhaling deeply. "What happened last night? You have to tell me so that I can understand. I don't want you to deal with this yourself Yoongi. You're not alone. Taehyung and I are here for you.
