Yodang x Sanakeng

Ch11: Apologizing to confessing

It was weeks since that scene, and I can say that she is really avoiding me in the company. Even just in a sight. Well this is your fault Sana.

Arghhh, how can I say sorry to her?

I'm really not used to it when someone is angry on me, especially when it's Tzuyu.

I am already absent in 3 days, I really can't take this situation.

Within those 3 days, I looked like I'm suffering into a heartbreak.

Well I really am.

Crying every night doesn't fix any of these mess I caused. Try to think Sana.

I think I should work tomorrow, I need to fix this. Guiltiness and conscience are invading me.

I felt hot liquids streaming down to my face right now. I just let it out, I'm so affected to what happened to us... I don't know why, I just felt like that.

I missed her so much, I missed the way she talk to me, I missed the way she looks at me, the way she smile with her dimples on, the way she touch me...

.....the way she is being pervert on me.

I can't stop crying right now, I really need her.

I laid down on the bed and hugged my pillow and later on I didn't notice myself that I fell asleep.

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I entered C. Company and went infront of Tzuyu's office, the employees are staring at me, some of them are glaring. I just didn't bother them.

I twisted the door knob but it's locked, I guess she's still not here.

I waited beside her door, I didn't even take a seat.

After few minutes I heard the employees greeting Tzuyu, thank ghad she's here now.

"Goodmorning Ms. Chou.", they greeted and bowed.

As I look at the Tzuyu, she's not even smiling or anything. Just poker face.

She's not even surprised when she saw me standing infront of her office.

I felt nervous as she was walking towards me, no scratch that...towards her office.

I bowed at her.

"Goodmorning Ms. Tzuyu", I greeted her but she just passed by me as if I'm invisible.

I took a deep breath and followed her inside.

"Ms. Chou, I'm so sorry for saying unpleasant words at you that day. I really didn't mean it, I was just thinking negatively that's why I said those words without thinking.", I bowed my head.

I waited for some seconds but I got no reponse, I looked at her and she's just signing the papers.

I think I'm going to burst.

"I-i missed you, p-please accept my apology. I promise n-not to offend you anymore...", after I said those words, I burst out.

"M-ms. Chou *sobs*, please forgive me...*sobs*.", I said again.

I didn't hesitate to kneel infront of her table and cried.

"Please Ms. Chou, I'm really sorry for messing you up. I missed you. *sobs*.", I cried.

"Get up."

I immediatly looked up and I saw her standing beside me while her hands are on her pocket.

I didn't get up and looked down again.

"I said get up."

"I will not, not until you forgive me.", I said.

I heard her sighed.

"Okay, I forgive you. Now please get up.", she said with a calm voice.

I automatically stood up but still looking down.

"I'm really sorry for those words...", I apologized again.

"It's okay now, I forgive you, but I'm sorry. Things will not go back to as it was before.", She said.

She is really mad at me.

"C-can I still have the chance to get back the things we used to?", I said and looked at her eyes.

"...I don't know. I was really hurt because of your words, so I decided myself to change.", she said.

"But I'm more comfortable to your personality before, I was just thinking negative that's why...", I said and held her cheeks.

But...

I felt like I'm being stabbed when she stepped away from me.

"It already happened, it was all your fault in the first place. So if you will excuse me, I need to finish my works.", she said and went back to her swivel chair.

I hugged her from the back.

"I don't know why I am acting like this. I really didn't know why I am feeling stabbed a million times while thinking of you avoiding me. We just met a month I guess, buy here I am, apologizing to you as if my life depeneds to you. I missed how you talk to me before, how you touch me, how you take good care of me, how you treat me...a-and how you kiss me.

I don't know what you are exactly to me but, two things that I know is I'm happy to be with you and you are something special to me.

Please, I'm really sorry, please forgive me. I will be really careful this time, I promise not to accuse you with such things again.", I burst out more and cried at her back.

She didn't move at first but then she suddenly hugged me.

"You are also special to me. That time when you accused me, I feel that my whole world crashed my heart."

She caressed my face.

"Please don't ever do that to me again. Please don't ever ever ever say those words to me again.", she said while looking directly to my eyes.

"I will not.", I smiled as she wiped my tears with her thumb.

And I really felt happy after I heard her saying these words...
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"I like you, please stay with me and let's both turn it to 'I love you'."

Without knowing I pulled her head towards mine and let my lips touches her soft and pinkish lips.

"I like you too, yes I will.", I answered.

She pulled me into a passionate kiss again. I feel like I was flying free and the fireworks was just around us.

"We're okay now?", I asked.

"Yes we are Sexy.", she said.

"I missed you calling me that.", I smiled ay her.

She kissed my forehead.

"Woooooowww, what a dramatic scene! *claps*, I'm happy for you guys."

I looked at the door and I saw Nayeon, Jeongyeon, Mina, Momo, and Chaeyoung.

"I really cried alot at this show.", Nayeon eonnie said and wiped her tears then Jeongyeon eonnir hugged her.

"How did you guys went here?", I asked.

"Well I went to your condo awhile ago to check your conditon since you are really depressed, then I was surprised when you were not there so I called for a help and we searched for you until we heard the employees talking about you two so we ask them and they lead us here.", Mina explained.

"That was the longest sentence that I heard from you eonnie.", Tzuyu joked and we all laughed.

Tzuyu then kissed my forehead and hugged me tight. I also hugged her not minding the 5 murmuring about us.