NEVER LEAVE YOU

I hate him

Life is super weird at times it shows me what's right at the other it leads me to wrong. I don't know why but is it just me or even others go through these problems that can't have a cure. Well that's why it's said prevention is better than cure. I somehow make myself stronger but there is still a thing that I can't have a solution of, why did she left?...

But let's just leave that and focus on myself today my first ever interview with one of the most popular human in my college, I guess. Sabastian Jalter. I cant hold this.. oh god save me. I could have ignored it but I can't as this would give me money to pay my rentals..cant just live on debts. So yaa, this is my life being the most amazing person, having a really kinda roller coaster ride life.

I knocked on the door that has stickers of god knows what girls wearing wierd stuff, lets not talk about it. Well how do these girls handle this. Oh god Isabella focus it's not important what's more important is your job. God focus.

The door opened like about after thousand years. Well I wasn't expecting this. God why me. I don't like this.

"What do you want!?" Zac asked "We're busy" and the door got closed with a loud bang. What's with him why is he like this! I can't understand this creature at all.

Well not wanting to loose my job I knocked it again and this time ignoring all those stickers, those are seriously not good. Not at all.

The door didn't open but can't help it I needed this. Sorry door and those nasty stickers but I can't help it. I banged the door like hell. Hoping to get Sebastian this time.

The door opened, but this time fully.

"Don't you understand English you fuc-" not wanting him to continue I interrupted "I just want to talk to Sebastian and this thing doesn't includes you like the previous time so I guess I need a Jalter time right now so can u just call your fri-"

"He can't come, he just had a terrible breakup and this thing doesn't includes u, Bella hearing my name from his mouth after ages felt nice but no, no Isabella u don't need him now.

"So the bad boy remembers my name, I guess u said 'stay away from me Isabella I hate you cause you're a big CHEATER.' So what's with the name." I folded my arms waiting for his reply.

But what do u expect he would talk to me rather he went inside and I felt like I have finally won something from my ex-boyfriend.

After a about 576 years later Sebastian came. My lips turned into a wide smile. I have never been happy to see anyone after him.

"Hey Sebast-" He interrupted me "I'm sorry Bella not now some other day" and he shut the door. It took me a while to understand what just happened.

I left the boys hostel. Thank God it was college time so there wasn't anyone except some boys which I hate to see cause I can imagine them in there God I knows what.

I walked to the cafeteria and called Aggie I need her only she could help me out I need this interview done before five and it's already one. From my the late 20s phone I called to come in the cafeteria.

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" What! You Met him and also to top it of you talked to him" She yelled emphasizing the word talked. "I know I'm sorry I still feel like the old Bella that I used to be with him. I miss him, I guess. But I hate him.

"Bella you seriously need to forget him it's not even a complete two months of your breakup I understand but what about your promise and Lily?" Aggie is so understanding without her I'm nothing but mentioning her name made me feel hate even her. "Aggie can we not talk about that and just focus upon Sebastian, you know  I need this."

"Okay! I guess you just need to wait somehow if he comes inside the college u could ask him at that time" She suggested

"But he will not, he just had a terrible breakup and you know how it feels after a breakup, for me it was terrible" I can understand his feelings.

"Becca it was your first and this would be God knows his hundredth! He's used to this" Well she had a point.

"Whatever, I guess I have to wait then rather encountering Mr. Bad boy again." I sighed. What about the rentals!

"You still love him!? Huh!?" Aggie asked me after some time. I playing with my French fries with ketchup looked towards her eyes and answered "Aggie he was my first and also I guess the last, because of him I have lost so much; even the person I loved the most, but at the same times I had a lot of firsts too like first kiss, loosing my virginity, etc etc. I can't forget him, and then love I don't know about that"

"hmm" was the answer when I heard the bell ring. "Have maths, have to go bye, but wait a minute, Bella, Please Bella Patience is the key to your problem remember so don't get in trouble with him, please" She requested me with her shining hazel eyes.

"I promise" Before going she gave me a wink and left. I sighed "I hate him."

Taken a leave for today because of this interview, I don't have work except to crave for Sebastian so I rather went towards my room in the girls hostel. Giving Aggie a message to notify me about Sebastian if he came to college. I opened the door and astonished but sad to find someone sitting on the couch with his head facing down with the support of his hands.

"Zac!?" I asked. He looked towards me his once sad eyes brightened when they reached mine.

"Bella!" He stood up and came towards me. Reaching for my hand. But I promised Aggie No giving up. I folded my arms towards my chest and rather asked him "What do you  want from me, I thought we have parted our ways!"

"I know, but right now I need you, please" his eyes pleeding for my approval.

I don't know what's up with him. After like nearly 2 months of our breakup he's here  and needs me.

Hmmmmm I totally hate him, I guess.

What should I do, Jesus.

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