♡ CAMERON DALLAS FANFIC ♡

song ; u smile - justin bieber

"cameron stop" you said as cameron was tickling you. you and cameron have been dating for almost a year. "make me loser" cameron said laughing. You push him off of you playfully. "Haha there, I made you" you told him. He shoved you playfully. "Meh, loser" he pulled you onto him. "You make me really happy" cameron said cuddling you. You blushed, and replied "you make me happy too". Cameron made a face. Not a sad or mad face but a disappointed face. "What's wrong, babe?" You asked him. "Nothing don't worry about it" he replied then smiled and cuddled you some more. Inside you knew something was wrong.

(Two days later, you and cam are out at walmart)

song - girls chase boys by Ingrid Michaelson

"Cam oh my god stop!" You said laughing. Cameron was throwing tampons at strangers. "Why it's so fun" he replied laughing. You grabbed the box of tampons away from him. "Loser" he said and pulled you close to him, giving you a kiss. You laughed a little. "Come on babe I want to show you something." Cameron took your hand leading you to the flower section in walmart. He grabbed a sunflower and put it in your hand. "this sunflower represents the sunny days we share together". You smiled. Cameron then grabbed a vine and put it in your hand. "And this vine, represents you loser" he laughed. You threw the vine at him laughing and said "dork". But you held onto the sunflower feeling all cute and loved inside.

(One day later, you're at Cameron's house)

Song - do I wanna know by arctic monkeys

You and cam were laying on his bed listing to the arctic monkeys. Cam was tracing the lines in your hand. "Promise me you'll stay" you said to cameron. "Who said I was ever leaving?" He said smiling. Lately you've noticed cameron being not to good. He's been looking sick or ill but says everything is fine. But you avoid asking him what's wrong knowing he's going to respond with "nothing everything's ok". Cam stood up. "Where are you going?" You asked. "Outside want to come?" You said sure and went outside with him. (It's night out). You stood there on the grass looking out into the stars. "It's a big world" cameron said. "It is." You replied. Cameron looked at you, you looked back. You started getting butterflies in your stomach watching him look into your eyes. His eyes were so perfect, and lips looked so soft. He looked so fragile. He pulled you closer, gently pressing his lips against yours. You wrapped your arms around his neck, slowly kissing him back. You both were kissing. It was nice and slow you thought. Cameron slowly released from the kiss and whispered "I love you y/n" you were shocked in a good way. "I love you too cameron" you both went back to kissing. Right there you knew that you were in love.

(A week later you go to visit cam)

Song - landfill by daughter

You walk into cams house. "Dork I'm here" no reply. "Oh dorrrrk" you said smiling, still no reply. You got worried and ran upstairs and opened his door. "Cameron?" He wasn't in there. You looked in his bathroom. You weren't prepared for what you were about to see . Cameron was laying against the bathroom tub. Pills spilt across all over the floor. You ran over to where he was lying. You could see, his eyes were swollen from crying. You had a mental breakdown. Cameron was gone. Next to him was a note. It had your name on it. You read it, it said:
Dear y/n,
Right now you're probably seeing me gone. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I never told you what I'm about to tell you now. All this time I've told everyone else to stay strong to always smile but I'm the one who needed to stay strong I'm the one who needed the saving. My thoughts are what killed me. They were my
Worst fear. They won my battle. I'm sorry. Please don't forget about us. But I want you to move on. Find someone to make you happy. I'll always love you. I'm crying as I write this knowing how this will make you feel. So goodbye, y/n. I'm sorry.

You cried so hard letting go of the letter. You held cameron in your arms . You were holding him so tight. "You promised me you would stay" you were crying so hard, held him so tight. You kissed him, holding on to what was still left. "I love you cameron and I'll always love you" you said.

(Cameron's funeral)

Song - lake winona by the careful ones

It was your turn to walk to Cameron's grave. Trying to hold back the tears you pulled the sunflower cameron gave you out of your purse. "for all the sunny days we shared" You kissed the sun flower and layer it gently onto his grave. You thought, the happiest ones are the most broken ones.

The end, hope you enjoyed.