Fighting For Love

Chap.18| Oh

Namjoon's POV
I heard her shuffling and moving around. She walked into the living room, stopped and gasped. I was surprised when she ran and jumped on me, hugging me tightly like if she hadn't seen me in years. "Why didn't you answer me?!?!" She gently punched me on the shoulder.

"Ah, that hurt" I jokingly say "I didn't answer because my members said that I haven't been doing what I'm supposed to be doing, so they told me to let you go" I say as she is still on my lap facing me.

"Bwo?" She widens her beautiful eyes and my heart suddenly starts racing. "Why, I cant go a day without talking to you, I need you" she says as she puts her hand on my chest, she looks at me and looks down at her hand. She has realized my heart is pounding. She grabs my hand and puts it near her heart, it  was pounding so fast just like mine. We both looked into each other's eyes and stayed like that for a little.

I thought to myself what should I do? The reason I wanted to ask her out is because Sonye and I have been you know talking for a while now and I feel like I know her so well. I love her personality and her awkward ways of doing things. I don't care if she's ugly or pretty because I love the way she is.

Sonye's POV
After I felt his heart I felt relieved because my heart was beating as fast as his. I want to go out with him because lately Namjoon and I have been talking and I have learned so much more than I already knew. His personality is just amazing and he has great humor as well as his weirdness. It's not just because I know him it's because of the way he is, that's what makes him amazing. He is just amazing and I need his support and love.

I know that he can take care of me and care for me no matter what. Although I'm scared to be broken again. I'm scared to fall too deep and realize, he doesn't really love me but I know that he is the one I need and I need to make a move. Starting with a simple question, "Namjoon..." I pause afraid to be rejected. "Um would you possibly want to go out sometime?" I stumble upon my words in my head but they come out so very smoothly. The way it first did, the first time I asked a guy out.

There was silence but not the bad type. He smiled and put his head down possibly in what I guess "shock". I know he knew exactly what to say but he waited. "Um let me think about that" he said as his finger gently touched the tip of my nose. At first I thought about what he said and maybe I was overreacting but what he said sounded like a no. "I'm joking silly!" He said and chuckled, I was now confused and put a confused face and he chuckled again. "Yes" he said "Simple as that" he added and I leaned forward to hug him.

It turns out that it was about 8 or 9 pm and I laid on his chest and drifted off. I felt his body warmth acting as my blanket and his arms wrapping around me making me feel safe. As I drifted off the rhythm of his heart was my lullaby.

Namjoon's POV
After saying yes to her she gave me a hug and seemed to drift off into her sleep as my arms were secured around her and the best of my heart moving. I'm happy that she asked me, I know I should have done it but she was braver than I was. I love that about her, she always takes action when no one else does.

I realized that when I thought about all of this I was drifting off into my own sleep still holding onto her. As I was falling asleep I laid on the couch with her in my arms. I woke up at about midnight and she was comfortably in my arms, sleeping like an angel.

A/N
Today's chapter was short and I know but at least I posted today!!! Today's chapter was more laid back and calm. We needed it but next chapter will have more! Thank you ALL for continuing to read my book and I really hope you're enjoying it!! Please comment anything, vote, and recommend to your friends if you like the book!! If you don't like the book then don't recommend it, the last thing you want is for your friend to read a crappy book!!
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