I lost my inspiration.
I lost what made me real.
I lost all that I had for you
And what you made me feel.
When I had left that fateful day
I came across my past.
I lost all of my sanity
And my whole mind was trashed.
I lost all of reality.
I lost all of my soul.
I lost the flame that burned inside
And all that’s left is coal.
You tell me I’ll improve one day
You say I’ll be okay.
And even though I’m draining you
You love me every day.
I’m sorry that I’m hurting you,
It pains me just to see,
That everything that’s wrong with me
Keeps you from being free.
I can’t just sit and watch this
As I bleed your life away.
So I’m going to put a stop to this—
I hope that you won’t stay.
I’m sorry I can’t be with you,
But I cannot have you here.
I’m gone and I just won’t come back
I have to face my fears.
Won’t tell you that I love you
‘Cause my past took that away.
I won’t say that I’ll forget you
But we’re better off this way.
I’ll tell you that we’re done for good
And say I won’t come back.
I’ll tell you anything I can
To warn you of my past.
I’m telling you to stay away
So you don’t pay the cost.
I’m saying that there’s nothing left—
I’m telling you I’m lost.
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Hello! So here is my new poem. I wrote it yesterday....Its not my favorite, but I guess its not too bad. Let me know! :D
~Mikaila <|:3
