What it's like

I can't remember (luidecabril)

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this will all make sense these are basically just different povs from the guys and how there love progress or, maybe it's not love and I'm gonna be one of those dick writers and make them die will see.

Lui pov
Red the color of hate or maybe some say passion maybe even love?

Red could mean anything really,
But what about blue?

A popular color many have come to love, representing sadness.

When you think of blue do you really think of the word happy?

What about green when you think of green whay do you think about, I for one always think about grass with a red sky with blue oceans and green grass.

The grass is always greener on the other side Ecsept this grass is spray painted.

Behind the lies of okay and fine are you really fine?

Will everything be really okay ?

Hehe I'm going insane and the sun finally started coming up

The best and worst part of the day.

Nogla pov
I sigh as I get up and get dressed my normal black hoodie with blue jeans and leather boots.

I sighed and went outside instantly hit with wind and the sound of city noise.

I just shrugged my shoulders and walked to my job, I didn't live to far because I don't really have a car and I'm new to America so I really don't wanna rush and make any big decisions .

I sighed as I walked in looking at my boss, he huffed In disappointment.

Why are you late?!

I don't know man maybe it's because you had me working the night shift when you know I had to do something tonight?!

What ever I do care you only lucky your the smartest one out of these dumb fucks.

I sighed and gave him a glare

Your working the bar today make sure you don't give that one guy more than he needs,

He's been through enough suffering.

I nodded and opened up the club

Time skip to tonight

I finally was off work I smiled as I got my phone to call my girlfriend Rana.

I started to walk twords her house and call the number no awnser weird.

We've been having trust issues for a while but that's only because I think she cheating on me I found a pair of boxers in the car and she tried to say they were mine.

I honestly do believe she's cheating on me but we've been together for years so I have my doubts, I'm just happy to see her today.

It's are five year anniversary today and I really am thinking about popping the question.

I give her call one more ring and cross a sidewalk, only to see Rana in a car with a female.

She's hanging out with her friend that'd okay till I see her swipe decline for my phone and kiss the woman next to her.

My heart filled with rage and sadness, was I really just another member of her game?

I felt a tear go down my cheak as I crossed the road right in front of there car she did nothing but stare at the woman besides her.

I started running as the streets started to poor with rain running twords a nearby play ground on play street
(Street in gta )
I sit down on a bench and start to hold my head and cry not because of Rana but because i had just wasted five years of my life on someone who didn't even love me.

I started to sob into my hands that is until I felt a presence next to me, I feel a hand on my shoulder and look to my left to be meet with a man tan skin red hoodie and some red convers.

He looked at me and gave me a soft smile till he finally spoke
Wanna talk about it?

His voice was soft and sweet calming almost I stiffened up and cleared my throat.

My girlfriend cheated on me today on our five year anniversary.

He looked at me and gave me another gentle smile,

What he look like?

First off she and she had tan skin and puffy amazing hair along with beautiful curly hair, no wonder right.

No what she did was wrong very wrong.

I stared at him

But don't get me wrong by me saying this but you really don't seem that upset?

I I'm just confused she could have ended it at anytime.

Mister let me ask you something are you really happy?

... I I don't know ye think you know someone and that you love them and they just betraye you.

Maybe you should feel happy for her in a way

What why?!
My irish accent comeing out a bit.

Because maybe she just was just confused and didn't know how you would react to her comeing out as a Transgender.

It takes alote of gut to do something like that or find out who you really are.

I stare at the floor thinking and smiled crying s bit more, the man took a puff from his cigarette and blew out the smoke.

T thank you for helping me understand...

I'd rather help someone understand them have them regretting it and blaming themselves

I smile and take my phone out to see Rana calling I awnser it right away.

Hello?

Hey David I can't make it tonight.

Rana I know... and I understand, I seen you with that woman

...

Raney If you weren't into guys why didn't you tell me?

I thought I'd be losing you, you were my best friend and I really couldn't feel anything or see you as anything like that tell a while ago. You were always there for me

And I wish it didn't have to go this way I wish there was a easier way then this but I just..... wanted to keep you as a friend.

it took me a while to take this in but I just looked at the man next to me and smiled.

Rana I'm glad you found someone you love and I hope they love you more than I have and that she'll be there and I'm fine if we just stay friends but it will be awkward for a while.

Haha I know and David?

Ya Rana?

Thanks you so much for understanding, its so hard to come out as a Transgender these days.

No problem and hey Rana?

Yes David

Happy Friend anniversary

Happy friend anniversary David

And with that she hung up I look at the man next to me and he smiled.

You did the right thing David

He got up and stretched and soon left but not without giving me his number first.