Summer love

Goodbye pittsburgh

Today is the day. I am actually so excited. Maybe I'll meet a boy. Like in the movies. Or this could just turn out as a horror movie and the house be haunted and burn down to nothing.... But we can only hope for the best.

Tomorrow was going to be my first day at my new school. It could be a new experience for everyone because it was the first day of high school.

Before I left I had to say goodbye to everybody. I felt like I was driving everywhere with tears in my eyes. I was sad to leave the memories. There were some people I had to say goodbye to. Even if I didn't like them, they gave me some great memories. I had to go to andria, tyler, tommy, and Deanna. those were the main people. Why tyler? He was my first love, but even besides that, he gave me some happy times and times were I felt like I was on cloud 9.

Andria, Deanna, and tommy lived in the same neighborhood so I just told them to all get together. Andria and Deanna did, but tommy wanted his own little goodbye alone with me.

When I got to Andrias house I ran to the door and didn't even knock. I walked into andria and Deanna sobbing with mounds of wet tissues surrounding them. I just embraced them into a teary, loud, sobbing hug.

We said our "I love you's" and "your coming back soon right?" And the "call me everydays."

After an hour of this, I had another hour to say goodbye to tommy.

Tommy- let me just say I love him. He is great. He laughs with you and he is a teddy bear when you are sad, or you just want a hug. He has to warmest personality and he's the cutest little thing. No matter how bad of a mood I'm in, he can always make me smile. He's my best guy friend. Ever. I couldn't ask for anything better.

As I walked up to the front porch of his house, everything felt in slow motion. I wanted to embrace every step I took. With every step a tear fell. Before I could get to the front porch, time stopped. He opened the door, tears streaming down his face, eyes puffy like he had been crying for hours, and his 2 dogs that I loved so much by his side. After all of the slobbery kisses from his dogs, I finally got to him. My teddy bear. My best friend. The only boy I could trust. The only boy I love.

What am I going to do without him? I can't even think straight, all I wanted to do was hug him forever.

"Kate?" Said tommy still in the hug

"Ya?" I replied in a shaky voice

"Please don't go." He said through all of the tears.

"I have to. I'm sorry" I said

"Kate?" He said again

"Yes tommy," I replied

"I love you." Tommy said

With this my heart jumped. Wow. He loves me

The only thing I could think is

"I love you too. With all of my heart." I said.

After this moment we went up into his room.

He sat me on the bed and held my hand. He looked into my eyes.

I looked right back into his and I could see right through.

He took my right ring finger and slipped a ring onto it.

"It's a promise ring." He said

"Promise me you will always be here."

"With all of my heart." I replied.

"I don't want to ever take it off."

"You have to because there is a surprise on the inside. " he said.

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Don't take it off until you get there. It will give you a reason to call me."

"Okay."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

He walked me down to the door and as I got into the car he kissed me on the cheek. I am going to miss those cute little gestures that sends shock through my entire body. Ugh. Like I'm on cloud 9.

Now for tyler. Oh no...

As I go up to his house I just want to say thank you. And bye. And sorry.

As I ring the doorbell the door swings open. Who do I see? Tyler. Well ya that's expected. Whos next to him? Well actually on top of him. Hanging off of his shoulder. She looks worn out. Well it's Nobody else but his ex. What is she wearing? Underwear and a ripped t shirt.

"Moved on fast?" I said in half tears.

"It's not what it looks like." He replies, with his voice shaky.

"Then why don't you explain to me exactly what this is.?" I say as I hand gesture over to the slut that he's wearing.

"She's just a friend."

"Bull. Well I just wanted to say thanks for the memories and all the nice times you have treated me. But who knows if they were nice, maybe it was because this little number you have going on (gesturing to the girl) was doing you a little "favor". Have a nice life. Or don't. It won't affect me in any way."

As I confidently walk off of his porch, he comes running after me, grabbing my hips.

"GET OFF!" I try to say holding back my tears.

"IM SORRY I LOVE YOU!" He yells in my ear.

"GO TELL THAT TO HER. SHES ALL YOU EVER WANTED ANYWAY. YOUR LITTLE PRINCESS. OR SHOULD I SAY YOUR LITTLE SLUTERINA. HAVE FUN WITH HER." At this point the tears were streaming down my face. I didn't want to let him see me cry. And it didn't bother me so why was I crying?

I don't even know.

Just leave the past behind.

And step into the future.

Especially leave him.