My Kitten

What Is That?

~~two months skip~~

As Jax and Tan got closer more and more things came out about each other.

Tan told him that she likes only pastel colors and black. Tan also loves to write stories and color not draw but color. She loves all animals and is obsessed with Disney.

Jax told her he likes black and red only. He also told her that he sings and dances for fun. Jax likes horror and gore alot that he does special effects makeup.

Both really like each other but little did Jax know Tan was getting more and more little everytime they spent time together.

School was over so Jax and Tan met behind the bleachers. There is a rumor the bleachers are  haunted since someone commented suicide behind them.

Tan and Jax both went walking to Jax's house. When they finally reached there destination Jax put in the pin for the front door then walks inside with Tan trailing behind him they where alone.

"Well my mom must be working late and Saf must be at practice so we can chill in my room." He gave Tan a smile and goes to the kitchen.

"What type of food do you have I love spicy." Tan spoke as her eyes lit up following him.

Jax scrunches up him nose. "You and my sister into spicy everything so gross." He grabs a big bag of Hot Cheetos throwing them at her he grabs sour cream and onion chips for himself throwing that at her too.

Tan catches them both smiling big putting the Hot Cheeto bag in her between her lips. Jax grabs two monsters for the both of them he then motions Tan to follow him to his room.

Going to Jax's room Tan couldn't help but go little she tried very hard not to but this being her first fully alone with him her little side came out.

Jax sits down on his bed his binder was killing him he needs to take it off but he is to scared to let Tan know he is trans. He feels as if he will lose her.

He ignores the pain handing her a can and taking his chips. Tan was struggling to open her drink.

Jax grabs it from her hand opening it. "There you go no more hard times." He smiles ruffling Tan's hair.

Tan blushes trying very hard to not say the wrong thing. "T-thank you." She soon whispers after "daddy."

Jax didn't hear the last part it was getting hard for him the breath. He had to bite the bullet and tell her because he could end up damaging his rib cage.

"Tan I know this may be weird but I am about to show you something that may be surprising." Jax quickly goes to  the restroom taking off his the  binder lumps on his chest visible.

He stands there with his hand on the door knob scared. This is now or never this could be the time he loses his best friend. He opens the door Tan looking straight at him his head is down staring at the floor.

"Tan I was born a girl I have a girl body but I'm a boy. I just haven't been able to take the girl fully out of me. Please don't leave me please stay my friend don't let me be alone again." Finally looking up Tan is now standing in front of him.

"Jax chu is a big man who ish wuv berry much I no weave chu." Tan covers her mouth realizing what she said baby talk come out instead of her big girl words.

Jax looks at her confuse at first but hugs her pulling her in tight. "What ever that was I don't care. Thank you for being my friend I promise I won't leave you as well. Yes Tan I love too." He let's go of her sitting on his bed.

Tan went big and bites her bottom lip slightly. "It's a kink but it's more of a life style for me. Do you know what DDlg is? If you don't I can explain if you do I'll tell what part I am in."

Jax thinks hearing the word once before but not fully understanding the meaning. "Uh not really, do you wanna explain it a little?"

Tan clears her throat being timid, "Ddlg to me is a dominant an submissive relationship. It can be between all genders and sexualities. Rules may be given by the dom for the sub and everything is  consensual. I'm a sub and I like being babied when I am in little space only out of it I like for people who know about it to treat like they would before." Tan looks down very embarrass feeling the need to leave.

Jax understands it all and in a way wants it to be his life. Jax grabs Tan's hand having her sit next to him. "Were you little earlier princess?"

Tan goes little nodding her head "I-I couldn't help it s-sir." She looks into Jax's eyes softly frowning. 

Jax smirks hearing her stutter. "So were you wondering if I would be your daddy?" Jax pulls Tan closer to him.

"O-only if you want to." Tan very badly wants Jax as her daddy she has grown a deep connection with him and feels the need to make it last forever.

Jax wants Tan to say what she feels but he won't push her. He then thinks of a game. "Princess if you want me to be your daddy kiss me. If you want me for now on to treat you as the little you are sit in my lap and if you don't want any of it turn on my TV. The chose is yours princess no one is forcing you. "

Tan thinks for a little bit she shyly sits on Jax's lap getting comfortable. She looks up to him and very quickly pecks his lips then swiftly looks away.

Jax smiles happily with her decisions he was her daddy he has a girlfriend who accepts him what else could he want in life. How was this so perfect? He didn't know but in no way does he wants it to end.