When u finally feel like ur getting somewhere but u fall back on ur knees yep welcome to my life. I try not to and not to but I do. I want to don't want to but do. I always want, try, wish, but why not do? I don't understand I don't I wish I try. I haven't for a month yet I did I tried I wished I did..................... When will the cycle end? When will I stop wishing trying doing. I don't know. I wish I try I do.